Vent thread I'll probably forget about
Thread Topic: Vent thread I'll probably forget about
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Literally. Like, Jesus had 12 bros he lived with, and wasn't married (Unless you're one of the people that believe that, but it was never confirmed). He was proooobably gay....
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He probably was, lmao. I just imagine all the unmarried saints and stuff to be gay.
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Literally tho šāØ
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Love it š āØ
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Best religious head-cannon ever
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Oh, absolutely
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110%
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Got to talk to my therapist. Got to tell her all about my mom and the book. Got some positive assurance and we talked about a ton, from going low contact with her, to my friends, to religious trauma, to what potentially is going on in my head that the tests haven't specified, to my extended family and my dumb--- uncle that scared the living s--- out of me for no reason, to coming out to them and why I'm not going to for another 2 years minimum, to assurance that I most likely am not going through a phase, and if so it's been a 6 year one at the minimum, to looking up that book, to basically every single piece of bulls--- that's come out of my mom's mouth about me, from me having ODD (I don't, my mom told me that so I could feel bad about myself and give herself a reason as to why I genuinely hate talking to her) to me not being gay according to my former therapist (Which again, isn't true, which I know for a fact) and other dumb s---. She also repeated that it's not great that they're forcing me to go to church, so.... I might do something with that info
Not quite sure if I want a response, just getting this out of my head.
Also won't respond to anything else because my family is having a board game/ easter preparations (Which means church lessons ;-;) -
I wrote the bible guys holy-
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Note to self to keep researching the Vincent Chin murder. Ik its gonna piss me off which is why Iām writing it here, but still. I feel like itās important to research it, since barely anyone knows about it even though itās so interesting. I mean, it started a civil rights movement and its not in the history books.
Also donāt want everyone to see this and look it up though because triggers and yāknow, mUrdEr -
Also, yes I am into true crime now Mwahaha shhhh
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Iām never living in Texas. I hate that weāre going on a road trip to all the southern states (donāt mean to be offensive lol itās just the places weāre staying are living up to the stereotype and itās scary)
And Iām terrified that something bars going to happen while Iām gone, because last time I went on a trip s--- got real back home and it was f---ing scary and I felt so bad that I was off on a trip. Which is stupid because nothing is going to happen since they havenāt even texted me with any major news so I shouldnāt even be so worried. -
Damn, that really sucks. Try not to worry yourself for no reason, but I totally get that. Unless they text you with smth important, try to enjoy your trip. Even though Texas is homophobic.
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Yeah. Iāll try, itās just hard, yāknow? Yeah, I know most likely literally nothing is gonna happen, but itās still giving me massive fomo, if thatās the right word?ā¦ Thankfully Iām not in Texas anymoreā¦ but Iām not sure Alabama is much better (sWeeT hOme ALAbAmA)
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Yeah, I get that. I hate when that happens, but at least youāre not in Texas anymore. I know ātrying not to think about it wonāt helpā, so maybe try checking in on them every now and again to make sure theyāre alright?
That song has played way too many times Iām sorry.
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