Vent thread I'll probably forget about
Thread Topic: Vent thread I'll probably forget about
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(MAH SLAY THE DAY AWAY MAN)
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I think it would kill my mom if she ever found out I was an atheist.
I'm not even that much of an atheist atm (I'm trying to sort out what I believe in lol if anyone ever wants to ask what I believe in I'm open to talk about it, but it's not really a religion and more Lucas's hot takes for the week) like, I can't even say I don't believe in God to anyone other than my therapist but like.... Idfk all I know is I'm not Christian in any form lol -
Also my therapist told me to read Without the Mask by Charlie Bird to try to heal my religious trauma and that my mom should read it after me
turns out my grandparents have a copy of it so it shouldn't be that hard to get -
I kinda snapped at my mom tonight tho because she went "well I just don't understand why you're so against the church, there's a lot of lgbt people here-" and I went "No mom, there's a lot of gay men here. I've never seen a lesbian or a trans person in our church. It's because they're treated like s---, and even the gay men have to promise to never be with someone (unless they're asexual, if you're asexual you can do whatever you want lol) so like..."
Also Alexi if you're seeing this that's partly the reason I wasn't on here until later, they were talking to me until 12 -
Oh damn, that sucks man- do you want to talk about what happened?
And you’re all good, I really don’t mind. -
Eh. They just asked me if I wanted to do baptisms for the dead at the temple (bEcAUsE mOrmOn- also the reason they asked me and not my brother is because we did it in Florida in February and everyone there thought I was a boy which YAY but since it was the temple I had to correct them and s--- and istg I told them I was a girl like 50 times before I lost it, and my parents saw it all go down so ever since then they're a lot more cautious about if I go or not because yeah) and I went "no I'm good." and my mom was like "Do you want to watch?" and I went "No, the temple makes me uncomfy" which is a VERY mild way of saying 'ha I had a depressive episode last time I was there and now I got tiger stripes on my wrist b----' and then she got quiet and went "... that's so sAd... Do you still pray every night?" and just a bunch of s--- like that
this was a very loaded paragraph LMAOOOOO
LET ME FEEL BAD ABOUT DITCHINGGGG -
I get why you wouldn’t want to do it, and why is triggering. It sucks that you can’t tell them that you don’t want to tho, bc like you shouldn’t have to if you don’t want to.
You’re all good lol
No don’t feel bad lol- my friend has made me rate anime characters for the past hour so I would’ve been distracted anyway. It wasn’t your fault so idm lmao -
Yeah. I mean, I'm pretty sure I'm not going, but like... Now my mom's upset dammit
Thanks lmao
that's so real- okok FiNe I won't be upset about it... Maybe -
That’s good. But like why would she be upset? Like you’ve confided in her and set boundaries with going to the temple.. shouldn’t she be glad you’re confiding in her abt this (even if you snapped at her bc it’s understandable) or am I missing something?
MHA is a weird f---ing show- gOoD I don’t want you to feel bad lol -
Because the temple is supposed to be the holiest place other than heaven, so me saying I'm uncomfy there is basically me saying that I'm not comfortable in heaven and in the presence of God. Or something along those lines.
LMAO STOP MY FRIENDS ARE TRYING TO FORCE ME TO WATCH IT- uGh whATeVeR -
Are you, though? Are you comfortable praying and being in church and all that jazz, not considering the occasional homophobia? Like, if you had the choice, would you still go?
ME TOO- ISTG ALL THE CHARACTERS LOOK KINKY- tHaNk YoU -
Church is the worst part of my life atm. If I had a choice, I would ditch. The only reason I haven't pushed to stop going altogether is because some of my best friends are there and they do online school and have super strict parents when it comes to hanging out with people so I can't really talk to them otherwise
LMFAO- O M F G ALEXIIII THIS IS GTQ NOT THE PRIVATE PINTEREST CHATS STOP--- yOuRe mOtHeRf---ing wELcoMe -
I get that. It sucks that your parents can’t get that, bc religion shouldn’t be forced. When do you think you will get a choice? And can you text and like call those friends that can’t hang out often?
SHHHH WE’LL JUST SPAM YOUR VENT THREAD TILL IT GOES TO THE NEXT PAGE >:) gOoD lOrD yOu WeIrDo -
I mean, I haven't really told them how bad it gets when I'm there, I just kinda go "yeah well it's boring and my teachers suck and they hate me" which is what literally every kid complains about when they ask not to go to church so like- I'm supposed to write a letter or something explaining why I hate going and then show it to my therapist so she can add or remove stuff from it and then show it to my parents so they can figure out what they want to do (my parents have reasons for me to go other than because of gOd, like one of them is about how I should've avoid every problem I have and how in church at least they're there to help if they need to, unlike at school or when I'm older, so it'd probably help to learn how to navigate that hard s---, which makes sense (it's explained a lot better when they use their smart words to explain it lmfao)) and my phone got taken (for an unknown amount of time, basically meaning for a month or so or until school starts up again lol) so once I get it back I can
UGH FINE- iKr tHaNk YOu -
*Shouldn't avoid every problem
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