Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
Thread Topic: Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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I don't think I'm OK
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I don't want to do this anymore
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Anxiety kicking in again. I don't feel well at all.
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My mum's taking me to see a doctor. She doesn't want to get me tested for anxiety for some reason though..
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I need somebody to talk to about this
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Headaches getting worse
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It's funny how a new user who trolls people in every second thinks they can dictate what we do on this forum. Starting arguments in every other thread you enter is really not a good look, I don't know why they'd think anyone would want to interact with them.
It doesn't even give me anxiety because it seems like everyone except a few don't like them. -
every second post*
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At least I haven't had the need to vent in about a week. The strategies of dealing with generalised anxiety that my counselor suggested must be working :D
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I try to care, I do, but people make it so hard. I've had such a hard life, I wish people weren't fake and mothers didn't leave their babies but they do and some people will never change.
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As horrible as your situation is, I find it a bit hard to pity you when you were so rude in the Garden Forum, and after all your outbursts. Nothing can excuse terrible behaviour, hard life or not.
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CHEESE MANIAC NewbieFeel how you feel about me, you don't know all my medications, 12 f---ING MEDS TO TAKE IN THE MORNING 4 AT NIGHT! You don't know that I've never had a real family once in my life, you don't know how I was abandoned and hurt and abused mentally,physically, and others. You don't know the amount of anti-depressents I have to take. You don't know I've spent two years in the physc ward in constant fear. You don't know how many months I was on the run from an abusive foster father. You don't know I am diagnosed with Anxiety disorder and ADHD and Anger Issues and ADD and others. You don't know how bad I want to kill myself... but I don't the only reason I keep living right now is to get up, put that fake smile on, and help the only person who I will ever care about. So yes I'm apparently imperfect and a troll but I don't care. I feel like I'm finally breaking I'm a fragile thing, and you know what yes everyone ZERONIGHTSHADE UPSET ME ARE YOU HAPPY OR DO I HAVE TO USE A LARGER FONT TO EXPRESS MY SCREAMS! It's fine if nothing will excuse my outbursts but why don't I just end my horrid life right now it's not like anyone's going to remember me in 100 years. there's a way I can go that would please me I would love to jump off a bridge, at least the last thing I would feel is the wonderful air rushing against my face. I think I'm finally broken, I need help I have severe mental issues somebody anybody please... my therapist says I'm messed up in the head I guess I am maybe I'll be a crazy physco who escapes from the asylum one day.
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Hey CheeseManiac, I know so many people like you who take so many meds and have so many mental issues. They have realized that if they keep being rude to everyone they see one sites, soon they will have nothing but themselves to blame. While your situation is definitely hard, it does not give you the right to do this to other people. I suggest you make a thread where you simply rant about all these things and don't allow other people to come in the thread since you "HATE ALL HUMANS!!!!!!" Or even better, write a hate letter to anyone who has ever wronged you, rip it up, and throw it in the trash or burn it. Otherwise you are hurting yourself and others, or ranting about it in therapy (A better one than the one you have apparently).
What I definitely do NOT recommend doing is popping up into other people threads to yell at them. It will just get you banned.
Especially if it's someone elses vent thread who is going through their own problems just to pop in and yell at them.
If you have a problem with what I said, please make another forum to yell at me instead of using LittleNerds. :) -
*I meant to put the ranting about therapy in the suggestions to do things healthier, my bad lol
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Now that that's over-
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