Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
Thread Topic: Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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I hope I don't accidentally sleep in past my alarm and miss going to camp. I always overthink things like this lmao.
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I hate when my dad does this
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It's not my f---ing fault dust is a thing and that it's under my bed. Take a good look at yourself and f---ing control yourself before a gig. Idc if you're nervous, this is your f---ing job and f---ing your children's mental health shouldn't be the consequence.
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It's weird how venting on a quiz site can destress someone
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That and YouTube
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Neoni's new song is a vibe. I'm two weeks late but it is SO GOOD
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I hate when my mum's away. I feel unsafe. It's not that I don't feel safe with my dad, it's just that a few bad experiences and ruin trust forever. Something bad happened last year and I'm still not ready to forgive him. I don't often confide in my father like I do my mother, and without her support I feel all alone because my sister doesn't quite understand.
And if I get my period and the pains are really bad, I can't ask my dad for a day off because I feel like he doesn't understand. I don't blame him for that, but he doesn't often listen when I feel unwell. -
The horrible part is I can't even tell him he's doing this because I get so scared when confronting people, especially family. I'm gonna be living with him and my mum for quite a while, and when I can't escape them it's better to have a good relationship with them. What if something bad happens again?
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I guess I forgive my mum when she has outbursts because she apologizes and works to make herself better at controlling herself. Or at least make us feel better. I understand some people aren't good with emotions but when you get to a certain age you've got to be mature and own up to it. This guy doesn't even acknowledge it.
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I love my dad. He's fun to be with. But he's not that good at emotions. I feel like that's the most important quality in a person.
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My mum has to leave on Tuesday. I'll be spending all my free time with my Babicka, which will be fine for the first, what, hour? I love my grandmother, but it's tedious when I'm sitting on a couch for two hours while the adults talk. I wish I could say no to things, but as a kid I can't do my own thing. I'll just have to wait...
I wish I could say no. I could spend time for myself instead of doing things for other people. -
It was good for about 30 seconds. I don't see why I even had to be there, she barely even spoke to me. I hate that she still thinks I'm a little kid, but now I have boundaries. I'm not gonna act like I'm so very close to her when really I haven't seen her in 6 whole months. The thing adults don't understand is that most people my age are mature enough to say no and that we do have boundaries like most adults, but I can't put them in place because nobody listens. I'm either too young or too immature or too stupid.
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She and her boyfriend are going to the concert tomorrow... I don't want them to, but I find it hard to say no. I feel uncomfortable when I can't say no. My mother respects my boundaries (most of the time), but my Babicka sometimes makes me do things I really don't want to do. It's not the freaking 1950s anymore, kids can have a say now. But I can't even speak up because I get so f---ing anxious about these things. The only person that will listen is my counselor, and she's getting paid to, so it worries me I don't have anyone to talk to but her and a quiz site.
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Well, I can talk to my mum, but she's going down south for work tomorrow, and I won't be able to talk to her except FaceTime and Emails. But I don't want to burden her with my vents when she'll have so much work to do. And I don't want her to spend her last night up here solving my problems. Maybe I'll talk to !y counselor about it tomorrow.
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