Safe Place
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Thread Topic: Safe Place
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i uh also blocked every single one of my contacts 4 the purpose of none n i expected myself 2 regret it but i honestly don’t -
1 year n i still have the same playlist
dunno why im obsessed w this music but it helps me get thingamajigs done 💛 -
yk , looking back i had a rlly bad mindset . i didnt rlly have the positivity i needed , but maybe i do now ! i do believe im a good person , not everything ive been thinking . i enjoy my company , my dialogue (to myself bc who needs friends ?? einstein ?? pffftttt,,, no…. wait , rlly? i might need friends omg) , my characteristics , etc . it’s a means of accepting your flaws and demeanor ; you become so much happier once you become your own person
i used to spend my time copying other people so ppl would better like me , but i truly do believe ive found the remedy to that insight . i don’t care about what other ppl other than my family think abt me , unless it’s a reflection of my demeanor and the flaws i need to better improve , as long as im being kind to others n being insightful on how im affecting them , that’s all that matters to me :] -
it doesn’t matter if i get taken advantage of , receive dry responses in turn to a 72 business decade long paragraph text , get called rude terms , feel like the only thing that would matter in the long run is whether im a good person or not . so , offering that in mind,, it’s a lot simpler to be kind
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^ verified by congress
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okokok ill quit rambling now haha . ily all
imma work on sum character designs 2 become a bit cognizant of wtf im doing bc i am RLLY bad at improving that shiz :P -
actually wtf is the point of an fbi agent spying on u thru the screen if they never give u advice on how 2 improve whatevs ur doing 😡 /j but seriously byebye 4 like probs 2 milliseconds bc odds are ill def come back 2 ramble about the next random thingamajig 😭💀
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serotonin is a hormonal chemical that your brain releases when you feel a specific sensation , producing hedonia
funni thing is tho , comfort foods are often dairy bc dairy products contain milk , meaning it also contains L-tryptophan which is basically a type of amino acid that reduces the activity of the central nervous system thereby making u feel less anxious
idk i thought it was cool . next time u have a panic attack jus pick up sum dairy LMAO -
back 2 studying human anatomy n the principles of motion bc GOD ZAMN these hands im tryna draw r making me want 2 scream n cry
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“im not good”
“im decent enough”
“im a bad person”
“im a good person”
“i did something im not proud of”
“i did something good today”
“i hate how far ive fallen”
“im proud of how far ive come”
can i just make up my mind ?? it’s difficult to think when there’s a constant battle in the back of my mind . i want this to be cleared so i can manage my daily tasks without a tiny micromanager sitting atop my shoulder like it’s some kind of pedestal spreading paranoia through every minuscule thing i do -
i have better things to do than choke down pills that barely work just so i won’t think certain thoughts . exhausted from managing my routine enough to seem “practical” rather than f---ing doddling contemplating everything ive done
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im not even as interested as i used to be in things i find pleasure in doing due to all this constant nagging
maybe if i actually thought my works were “decent” id be “decent” -
oh i nearly forgot !! im still creating that idea
actually haha im rlly proud of the idea , since my brain’s been literally having a malfunction (probably a stroke n an aneurysm combined or sum , cuz that thinking process was down BAD) , n im creating a character that i can relate to a bit
oddly enough it’s comforting , bc it puts ur mind in the thought process of “someone else is going through the same things, ur not alone” even if they’re nonexistent -
i actually characterized all of the characters im going to be creating by two words as a starting panel . none of them are developed yet and are still being workshopped in a bob the builder style , but again , using one positive trait and one negative trait as a starter to get things going
ex. curious & secretive (or compassionate n secretive , couldn’t rlly choose between the two lolol) , clever & arrogant , kind & ruthless in a goal-oriented fashion , patient & aggressive outside of work , apathy but does sincerely care about people , n i wanted to have sum others revolving around certain disorders (bc all disorders might have positive and negative traits) , ex. autism , ocd , adhd , n dementia (not amnesia i see all too often in books lolol . i mean subtle , a slow forgetting as their mind slowly turns into a burning memory) (yes i made a reference . seethe /j) -
since the “universe” ive created is themed around constellations , galaxies , stars , n astrology , it would be swag 2 make a species in that universe a partial astronaut
like an astronaut suit LOL
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