Safe Place
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Thread Topic: Safe Place
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i need to stop
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why am i doing this
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i need to shut up
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i cant i hate myself so much i want to tear out my insides and smash my head in the concrete i want to hurt myself i want to punish myself excruciatingly i want to skin my arms to the bone i want to rip everything out i want to grow claws and slash myself until i bleed i want to bleed until i can’t anymore i want to run myself over and turn my legs until i break them
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they’d hate it though i hate that they hate it
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thjey hate me
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i need to shut up
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my head hurts :( i should probs try to have a better mindset . not sure what happened there , im a fairly positive person but that was a bit sudden
so ill list one positive thing i did today . i finished an art piece w over 6 hours of tracked time that im fairly proud of <3 -
a poetic recreation of the prospects to be
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im not fond of my guardians telling me i need to quote on quote “be like a lady”.
“oh ladies don’t like this, ladies don’t like that, ladies cook and teach children all day” sorry that i didn’t grow up in the same era. nowadays ladies are defined by gender , not by ethics -
the sun is bliss ; the choice to loiter in the shadows or consolidate the sky is yours
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is it weird 2 have a dad for ppl w dads ?
like that’s been on my mind 4 a bit . is it weird or does it like feel normal
idk how to explain it , but having a dad figure is jus weird for me. it sounds weird , it is weird , n anyone who tries to play the role i jus avoid n instantly deem them weird
idk if anyone’s the same way . is it weird to have that role played in your life ? does it feel normal ? is it just existent ? or is it different for everyone ? -
im tryna create a new design
rn i want gold n white 2 be two of the colors, but im having trouble figuring out the third color bc anything goes w those two colors
except for yellow, yellow goes w nothing -
i wan make a silly lil comic bc everyone else seems 2 be doing that shiz LOL
but i needa practice dragon poses bc idk how 2 do a lot of poses 😭 i made the mistake of repeatedly doing one pose nooooo -
tryna do a 3/4 angle bc ive never rlly done any angle other than from the side
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