Ever felt hopeless
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Thread Topic: Ever felt hopeless
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Right now I would'nt care if you all gave me sympathy, or if you hugged me. I feel empty. f---in stupid that i do, but I do.
I'm tired of everyone stressing me out then using me then treating me like trash and saying "Oh our life is sooo worse than yours so you should suck it up and live"
Well yeah? I'd love to disagree. Most them who say this, thier lives are fine. They just did'nt get one thing they wanted so they throw a tantrum.
Me?
My dad is a phycotic stupid old man, who hurt me alot.
My mom thinks I'll amount to nothing, yet puts on a sweet act in public. So she can beat me at home.
My sisters, one's a nurse and the others a social worker. Ha the irony niether give a fuk about me.
My brothers dont pay attention to me.
School is too hard, my brain is fricken fried.
And my school calls me lesbian.
And then the fact I'm supposed to die in the next couple years.
So THEY should suck it up and deal with thier s--- elsewhere and stop shoving it on my plate. -
I'm fukin worthless. It's stupid for me even to be cared about or alive, cause I'll be gone soon.
This stress is killing me. I feel drained everyday. I barely eat. I'm 14 and under 100 pounds. -
but hephy you're one of my damn best friends and it seriously sucks when u cant do a thing.
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*is crying* I'm...just gonna go now...but thanks.
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*hugs* I hope you feel better damn it.
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Oh, Heph, that's horrible.
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*hugs* I'm so sorry...
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Hephy, Heather, I love you, it's not just stupid words I'm typing, I really do and I wish with all I can I could be with you. If I didn't have you I honestly think I'd be a romance hating, lonely b----. You mean so much to me and I know how smart and beautiful and amazing you are, even though this is just online, on the internet, on a computer. But there's someone on the other end of this, a real live beautiful human being who I care about deeply and believe in and know she can do anything she sets her mind too. I don't give a fuk what doctors say, what your family says, kids at school. They're all fuking blind, in there own little world and lost. They don't see a good thing when it's staring them in the face. You one of my best friends, the best girlfriend in the whole freaking world and I love you. Don't give up.
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*hugs every one of you*
My moment of utter hopelessness has passed. Thanks guys. -
*hugs back*
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Musiclovaa NewbieI really understand you :(
Hope your life gets better...... And mine
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