Were gonna have a good day
Thread Topic: Were gonna have a good day
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tbh and i dont know how to deal with it but my anxiety is terrible, and everything feels bleak
like instead of liking school i feel like i just wanna find an excuse to go home as soon as i can and its not healthy but i just dont wanna be living this life rn -
whenever i dont feel good i imagine the person comforting me
idk if it's god, a family member, a friend
but just somebody, who's personal to me, not even a person i know irl or even someone who actually exists, who makes me feel like im not alone when i feel like i am
it feels like the closest thing to "God" but it's not because it's like whoever it is is only there for me and loves me no matter
even when ive done something bad, or if im guilty
somebody who cares about me and never sees me in the wrong -
like idk how to explain it's somebody who feels like they're watching over me and i don't think it's like one of my relatives that i know looking after me because i feel so close to this person but i dont know who they are
any time i do something i imagine this person looking after me, like a guardian honestly -
i said yes to going to a dance with this guy as friends but i literally dont wanna go
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i miss this one guy
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ur daily reminder that everyone is twofaced
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yk when u rlly like a guy so ur giddy and just smiling and everything
this is not that rn im getting the worst anxiety bc im dry towards him and he’s dry towards me but im literally gonna have to talk to him during this dance but im so fcking nervous bc we’re not close -
omfg omfg omfg
anxiety -
omg life is not real rn guess what
so there was a girl that i know from here where i live rn, she went to the school im currently at but then transferred schools bc she didnt like it or whatever
so basically she came from dallas which is near where i lived in texas and she used to live where i used to live so she knows some of the same ppl
so omg she moved back to texas right
shes friends with some of the girls i used to be friendly with
and her instagram post for hoco just came up and my worlds literally collided it was like so crazy i still cant wrap my head around it
like ppl from where i live now know about her and know abt some ppl i was friends with in texas bc they follow her and saw the post
like its so weirddddd -
ok I’ve come to a realization
Modern mullets are the best and hottest hairstyles for a guy -
im gonna be so honest right now
1. i hate it when i come home from hanging out with friends and i dont feel good about it
2. i dissociate a lot and other people are starting to notice it so i really wanna get help bc i just want to live my life without feeling like im not real every ten minutes -
I won’t lie my mental health has been going downhill lately
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I’m watching 13 Reasons Why rn and I wanna say something that seems almost insensitive but I think it’s just an observation bc I feel like I might be somewhat right
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I was gonna go somewhere with my dad today and my entire family wants to go now but I never spend time with my dad because I everybody else always takes up all his time
And we were gonna go look at furniture for the kitchen and nobody else in the family has even shown interest in decorating but me and my dad and suddenly everybody else wants to come and I’m so frustrated and f---ing crying bc this happens every time and I just wanna spend time with my dad -
Like seriously no one else has ever contributed to getting the house decorated except for me and my dad, but suddenly everybody wants to go
And like whenever my dad and I talk about furniture or think about decorating it’s always a time where I actually feel useful bc he asks for my input and opinions but now I feel like I’m just tagging along with everybody else and I won’t get a say in anything
And it was supposed to be me and my dads thing
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