Were gonna have a good day
Thread Topic: Were gonna have a good day
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Like sometimes it feels like she doesn't have her own thoughts and just wants to seem more american or white or whatever and her way of doing that is by doing everything i do
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and that feels wrong to say but she's not white and i'm half white, and i've heard her talk about wanting to seem whiter and wishing that she was half-white too, and i feel like it's just irritating at this point
at least be happy with your race because you cant change it -
then there's the joking whenever she wears lululemon that she's "such a preppy white girl"
we know u wanna be one but why are u acting like ur race is inferior. -
and literally the only girls she says that she wants to look like are WHITE
girl -
like shes rlly gonna hate her appearance bc she doesnt look white but wont embrace that her race is literally equal and shes pretty
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ugh anyways next rant
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My friends have the worst eating habits. And I try to help them through it, but I can't make it through one day without hearing: "I'm so fat" or "I can't eat because I wanna lose weight" or even: "I'm in my ED era."
And I'm sorry for them, because it obviously sucks to be self-conscious and feel overweight and stuff, but I feel like their negative energy towards their own body is making me hate my own.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not obsessed with my body. I know that I wanna exercise more and eat healthier, but that's not a quick process and I have a lot of patience with my body. Not to be cocky and stuff, but my body is beautiful, and not because of being thin or anything, but because it gives me life. And I don't want to hate it, because it keeps me alive and I need to love and take care of it.
My friends have had eating disorders in the past, and I think one of them still has one, but there's always negative talk towards our bodies and it frustrates me. Because they can starve themselves and hate their bodies, but I don't want them making me feel bad about mine. I've worked hard to harbor a positive mindset about weight and diet, and they just chip away at it everyday. Not even joking, these are things that they've said:
(As I was getting a bag of chips because I was hungry): "Those are so caloric, I love you for that."
(Getting chips again because I was starving and didn't eat breakfast, then offered to get them something because they didn't eat): "No thanks, you can do whatever, though." (With a judgemental tone.)
(I got a snack from the cafeteria because again, I was hungry): "How many of those have you had today?" and "I could never eat that."
And not to put myself on a high pedestal or anything, but I'm literally the thinnest out of all of us. It's not like I'm larger and they're judging me because they wanna help me, they're projecting their own insecurities on me and it's frustrating because it's like illegal to love my body?
And when I'm hungry, I'm going to eat. And again, not to rub it in, but I have a speedy metabolism and can process food faster than they can, making it easier for me to eat what I want when I want it without feeling gross. -
And everything feels so backhanded, like they're f---ing salty that I can eat what I want and they can't
not trying to be mean but atp it's not all about their body image because mine is getting worse -
I got a bag of chips a few days ago, again, because I hadn't eaten all day and was really hungry + didn't wanna throw up or have my stomach hurt/growl in class. And my friends were talking about how they hadn't eaten chips in so long and then talking about how sometimes they binged and they hated it, all while I'm literally eating chips.
I get that they're insecure, but it makes me genuinely angry that they're so focused on their own bodies and goals that they become ignorant and don't realize that i'm listening to all of it -
just frustrating because I’m not trying to make it about me but it’s not fair to me either
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oh my god
so today my friends and I pretended like so had a bf on my story so that the one guy who keeps trying to talk to me can get the hint or wtv
anyways
put this on my story:
“hbd @(one of my guy friends’ user), love late night fts with u. Ur my bsf can’t wait to hang out ❤”
so obviously that’s obvious that IM TAKEN
AND HE SAW THE STORY
AND HE KEEPS TALKING TO ME
f--- OFF EVEN THO I DONT HAVE A BF DOESNT MEAN I WANT U -
there needs to be a name for the feeling that u get when u see ur friend getting into a good relationship and ur not even jealous or anything
so happy for this girl 🧡 -
i hate it when weird ppl s--- talk u bc why is my name in ur mouth if ive never even spoken to u
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ok so
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It makes me really upset because a 7/10 white girl will always be considered prettier than a 10/10 POC where I live.
Being honest, I’m pretty. I’m pretty by Western standards, and I think it’s mostly just because of genes and because I’m half-white. But the minute I tell people (specifically guys that are interested in me) that I’m mixed, I feel like that makes them uninterested. And it’s so frustrating, because every POC girl in my school puts so much more effort into their appearance and overall have better personalities than the white girls in my school. And this doesn’t go to say that white girls aren’t pretty and that none of them care about their personalities, but on average this is what I’m noticing.
There are two people:
1. A white girl, rated a 6/10 by a group of guys. She’s got blonde and blue eyes. She just wakes up and brushes her hair, doesn’t wear makeup, and dresses plainly. It takes her fifteen minutes to get ready for school.
2. An Asian girl, rated a 9/10 by the same group of guys. She’s got brown hair and brown eyes. She wakes up extra early to make sure her hair is either straightened or curled, then spends another half-hour making sure her makeup looks good and picking out a cute outfit.
I guarantee you, if given the choice to date one of those girls, the guys where I live would 100% choose the first girl.
And I feel like it never matters how much effort I put into my experience, a white girl will always be chosen over me. Even if she doesn’t care about the way she looks, even if she’s not even nice to the guy. I have to try so hard just to be inferior to someone who doesn’t try. And it’s not that they’re effortlessly beautiful (some of them are), but something about white girls is so much better than POC to these guys.
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