Were gonna have a good day
Thread Topic: Were gonna have a good day
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Clearly tho if we became friends again I’d set boundaries and we’d really need to have a serious talk about what’s okay and what isn’t
Like I’m not putting up with fake pictures anymore or photoshopped stuff, or bragging, because it went too far -
And tell me if I’m wrong but she talks to me a little still
Like in classes that we have together, for example we sit next to each other in history and she showed me a guy that I used to talk to and caught me up on what he was doing
Like she brought up an inside joke about this one guy and I left the class feeling so horrible because for a minute I thought we were gonna walk out of the classroom best friends again because it felt just like it did before -
It hurt because we just naturally click because of our personalities and I wanna just go back to normal and erase this big problem
And at the same time I don’t know if I’m brave enough or sure enough to text her to ask her if she wants to talk
But adding onto that, I want to make up with her because things don’t feel right or complete right now
And I told myself I was just getting used to it but honestly I don’t like it
My other close friends are amazing and I love them but we would laugh about guys together and plan out cute vacations and hangouts and I really really miss that because I can’t do it with anyone anymore
So like do I miss what I did with her and having that person in my life? Or do I miss her as a friend? -
Just feels like I’m being weak or something bc idk why I want this
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It’d be one of my biggest regrets, honestly, if I never became friends with her again
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But my friend really hates her and I don’t know how to talk about this because I don’t know if she feels the same way about this
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My thing is that I don’t run from serious problems. Like I might avoid talking about them but ultimately if it’s one of those situations where the other person wants to have a serious talk with me, I’ll be mature about it.
Because let me tell you how annoying and frustrating it is when you ask someone to talk, and you know that they’ll ghost you and act like you don’t exist afterwards. -
why is it that nobody wants me
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today just like set me off it was my 13th reason or smt bc im just done
at this point im far past blaming myself for everything because maybe at one point i did this to myself, but what happened a while ago shouldnt determine things now and im just done -
seriously, it's like the entire world decides to put a label on you before they even know you. and you cant change it, youre just who everyone says you are and theres no way to be anything else
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ok so things are the same but I’m positive and by the end of tomorrow I will have good news abt reaching out to other ppl
im social but at the same time it’s so hard this year bc im just always disassociated and drained -
Um anywho
Going to bed ❌
scrolling through old posts in this thread ✅ -
goodnight
Trying to get more sleep to have more energy to be social ily -
I wanna rant abt things and like construct a plan abt what to do tmrw but ik that the only thing i can do for myself is go to bed and get rest and the plan will come
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omg istg so all of the ppl my age in my neighborhood are all hanging out outside rn and im actually annoyed bc i have no girls my age in my neighborhood so i cant do that with them
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