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Holy s--- she also doesn’t feel anything other than anxiety what
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No I work all the time to avoid being alone with myself because if I am then I get more depressed that’s crazy you’re the opposite
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Usually when I feel like that I just dunk my head into water until I can’t breathe do you just sleep it through?
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No just that or waterboarding myself there’s no in between. Nothing else works. But I don’t feel anything it’s just static in my mind? Or anxiety.
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It’s summer when my brain is usually at it’s closest to normal happiness level but this year I feel depressed and unmotivated that’s a warning it’s not supposed to be like that
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That’s only me in the last three months of the year
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And I always wonder gee why do I feel like that and then I remember it’s because of money I have my paychecks but it’s only to live paycheck to paycheck no matter how much I work and I’m not the only one with this problem
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I’m not saying I want to be rich no I just want to have enough money to be able to have some left over for me after working three jobs I’m down to two at this time because I still have journeys to reply but I don’t know if I’m making sense
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I don’t want wealth j just want a livable wage
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Without having to work myself 3 jobs and still barely scrape by with my teeth per month with a roomate who helps
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And I understand a big thing is having a young child sibling because they take up a lot of money but if I don’t take care of them who will my dad f--- my dad no he’s not going to give my brother a narcissistic complex like me
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Or show him that having a girlfriend the same age as his sibling is normal for a man that’s twice her age and he sure as hell is not going to be an iPad kid that lacks attention
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Having a kid in 2021 is difficult it’s too expensive and your paycheck won’t be enough to all my cis users on here invest in $10 condoms because you will be drowning in debt if you have a kid this is my sibling so I saved on birth bills but the formula the diapers the clothing the shoes the toys the crib the stroller that all adds up
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The baby wipes the shampoo the conditioner the lotion the snacks if they get sick you will have a mental breakdown because that’s dangerous but also because medication and doctor bills
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And I’m not going to discuss their age ever on here because that’s their life and I don’t want to get that involved with my issues he’s not going to ever see me be a mess like I’m not going to traumatize him like my parents did so I will keep that information off here but you guys can do the math because I have talked about his birth on here in the past but right now he’s no longer like baby dumb so this is where the parenting is actually going to come into play
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