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What if I’m not a man and the only reason I felt like I was is because I felt like the only way I was safe from this ever happening to me again would be if I was a stayed a boy because i thought they were safe and ever since nobody has ever touched me
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It’s too f---ing late to have this crises now I have all my legal work as male and have taken T in the past and have facial hair and other characteristics of a man I can’t have this break down no this is the only thing I have in my life I don’t think it was a mistake but what if I was really just a tomboy this whole time and I ARGH
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No I am Male if I wasn’t I would feel comfortable having long hair and wearing skirts and dresses and girly things
Not saying that men can’t wear that clothing and accessories have no gender
But if I tried to do that I’m pretty sure my entire image of myself would crumble to pieces because of dysphoria I only wear dickies 100% of the time nothing else and a band tee and during winter I switch it up and add a flannel
But then again what if that’s just a projection of trauma because when these things happened it was because I was not who I was now -
No I’m pretty sure I am a man I’m just stupid and over thinking everything.
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I just feel no connection to people. That’s on me though I never got the help I needed and bottled up everything. Now I just exist to make whoever I’m with happy because I’m scared they will leave me too but when they want to get closer to me I panic and break up with them.
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I don’t think I actually like anybody. I just like the thought of having somebody instead of being alone.
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I have no desire of being in a relationship with anybody and the only reason I play along to any flirting is because i don’t want to miss out on a friend.
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I still grasp who is attractive but I just like to admire them I don’t feel any connection in an intimate way other than emotionally
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Do you remember when I used to say that on the dating forum here on gotoquiz In 2013 and one of the older users replied that it was because I was still a kid and that it would grow on me in the future
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It never did. I prefer open relationships because that way I can be left alone in that aspect . Then when they ask I break up with them because I get anxious.
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But then why do I care if women find me attractive?
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I tHiNk iTS cAP JaE yOu cANt bE pUlLiNg tHaT MaNy wOMeN
I don’t. I just get flirted with and get numbers but proceed to friend zone most of them. The only areas I go out to are mostly full of lgbt women so they don’t care if I’m cis or not. If I were to work at Walmart or go to non ally places I would not have so many connections over the years. -
With ghost girl I think she is impressive the titan legacy she has going on for her at 20 years old and she’s in my possible attraction from what I can remember when I used to date within my age range instead of grown ass women but I will run away from her if she tries to get into a relationship
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uhhhhhhhhh..... ; - ;
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I don’t want to date anybody I don’t even want to talk to anybody honestly I just want to go to bed I don’t have the mental capacity to deal with everything that happened today
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