Ripper's Edge
Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
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I don't know what to think or feel about that, anymore, but I'd rather not be involved with any religion. At the same time, it doesn't feel entirely right not to be, but I don't want to be.
I have to go, now. All the time I had to be here is gone. I wish I had more time because I really don't want to interact with them anymore. Every second I do, I'm constantly being yelled at or mistreated. But I can't stay here. I have to eat lunch, anyway. -
Just wait for lunch.
I'll probably return my library book, look for a manga drawing book, and thengo sniff polish while Ipaint my nails. -
I mean, I know I shouldn't, but it just gives some sort of relief. And it smells good. It makes my throat burn, but it just feels kinda nice when I can't think about anything because it's strong like that. And I don't feel much of anything.
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Eaten.
Now, to return book and such. -
Book returned.
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Yesterday, I drew pictures of Eliminaara, Effy, and Sakada, but I can't take a picture of them to put here, so...
yeah. Wasted my time with that. -
I still fail to see how my claims aren't valid, yet they totally were whenever my parents were my age and went through some of the same stuff. They say I can't have depression, yet they told me that they both had it at my age!
I can't have mental illness even though they say it runs in the family!
I can't be autistic because they never had autism.
Um, I call bulls--- for every last one of their claims. That's not how it works. -
You can't tell me what I can't have just because you don't want me to have it. Um, I don't want it, either, but if it concerns me, why doesn't it concern you?
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And this is why we're here, now. This is what it's done to me. Dealing with your stubborn selves because ya'll like playing with my health. You wouldn't do this to yourselves, so why are you doing it to me? You say something's wrong with me when you're fussing at me, but then you don't get me checked out to see if it's true?
You just talk s--- about me and dismiss it unless I'm not acting the way you'd like me to. Then, it's back to taking away privileges because I'm unable to function in a suitable manner. And when I was younger, it was always popping and sitting me in the corner, and making me go to bed without, or you'd just feed me peas.
If I hate you, then you shouldn't be surprised. -
I'm not finding any books on the subject.
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I don't even care what happens to me, at this point. I just don't want to feel this anymore.
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H Raiden how are you?
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*hi
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Oh, hi.
I'm alive. Can't say okay.
I'm probably going to be off in a little bit.
How are you? -
I think I just finished a temper tantrum. Yeah I mean at least we are alive.
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