Ripper's Edge
Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
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But it's never an option to not be here.
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But, I don't. I never do. There's no reason to.
Nothing in life is worth the pain I face. Nothing. -
It all hurts and nothing matters. It's always "You do this wrong", "Why can't you such and such like your siblings," "God this", "God that!"
I can't take it anymore. -
Trigger:
Mentioning of friends/bf/gf -
I would like to cry, now. But that's never really an option, either. Not unless no one's around.
I have never had a day in my life where it was okay to be sad--it was okay to cry on someone.
I've never had that, because even as a baby, they couldn't stand me crying. -
And she's yelling again.
This environment is toxic for me. That's not to say it's something horribly wrong, but it's bad for me, personally.
They don't believe me when I say this, though, so they're not willing to even change how they act. But yes, it's bad for me. -
I only have about thirty minutes, now. My mom's trying to monitor me even more after Thursday's incident.
Please. I'm hurting, I'm lonely, I feel helpless and trapped. This is the only thing I have close to getting a breather.
Please let there be someone here... -
No, again, we're needy. I really want the company, but I'm just being a handful. People have lives. Babysit yourself.
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I don't like this. It makes me feel really bad inside. Like, my head hurts and it feels stuffy when I try to understand what's going on, and I feel like it's all a bad dream, but I'll never wake up.
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Welp, failed as always.
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I hate the fact that I'm here.
Being alive makes me angry.
It's not worth it. -
Whose sick idea was life?
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OH, YES☝ I REMEMBER
THAT PERSON WHO SUPPOSEDLY CREATED THE EARTH THAT MY PARENTS FORCE ME TO WORSHIP BECAUSE HE LOVES TO HELP THEM AND HAS NEVER DONE A THING TO HELP ME, EITHER! -
Wonderful. And we'll be leaving in a few minutes.
What a nice time we had alone as usual.
Thinking back on it, I shouldn't have stopped myself. I shouldn't have let my nerves get the better of me. I should've just done it anyway. -
Yeah, that's primarily why I'm an atheist, if god loved everyone so much he wouldn't challenge us like that
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