Ripper's Edge
Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
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Why is it that every time I open my mouth to her, she says I'm fussing?
I'M fussing?! -
I'm ashamed of myself.
My own existence brings me grief. -
My head just feels heavy inside.
idk
college???
I don't know, guys!
You wanna put me in college AND have me finish up high school???
I don't know how to do that!
WHY ARE YOU RUSHING ME???
I don't really even want to do college because I'll end up doing something I don't want to do because my parents don't believe I'll be able to do what I had planned due to stupid circumstances and s--- like that!
I..F---ING...QUIT! -
You all credit me too much.
I'm not that strong.
I'm fear-driven, really. It's what keeps me here.
You should know better than to believe in me the way you do. -
My heart wants to give out. It's been hurting more and more each day. But it's probably too young.
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I don't even feel like I'm here.
I might've already died. -
Nothing makes me feel better. And if I am distracted, it doesn't even last long enough for me to register I feel anything positive.
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And I didn't consider how triggering that could've been yesterday for anyone else.
I'm sorry. -
I don't have it in me. I'm not sure what I'm living off of, now. Physically, I don't have the energy.
I felt dead when I woke up, this morning. I was struggling so bad for hours just to wake up, and I went to bed early last night. -
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I feel incredibly out of it, like that time I kinda od'd...
I was too panicked to remember I'd already taken my vitamins, and my mom was yelling at me, and...yeah.
But then, she thought I was playing when I kept telling her I felt so sick and dizzy. She punished me for weeks because she didn't believe me.
And my dad let it happen...
I don't...I don't like them. And I'm starting to consider whether they're good parents or just people enforced by law to care for offspring...
Just makes me wonder. -
My head hurts. It all feels so bad.
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What am I going to eat for lunch?
I mean, I don't really want to eat, but. -
it really sounds like they're not good parents
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I don't know. I mean, they're not abusive, I don't believe, and I'd never want anything to happen to them, but I don't like how they do things, even though it seems to be legal.
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