Ripper's Edge
Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
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Make sure you're safe. I get how you're feeling and i hope you feel better soon
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Hm.
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I feel so unnecessary.
I feel like I passed out rather than slept.
I didn't want to be here, today.
Every sound I hear is intensified, and it shakes me up.
Nothing makes sense to me, and I don't want to have to understand another thing.
My body aches so much.
It's exhausted every ounce of me.
I don't know why I'm still here after all this. -
I didn't like that. It was too much. It didn't even make sense.
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Pointdrive follows me???!!!
She's, like, boss of everything and only follows a select group of people! 🤩 -
I wish I had actual people who'd hang around me irl, though.
Nobody really likes me. They just tolerate me. -
And I feel so stupid that we be feelin' again...
But we can't feel. It's comforting, but it also hurts, sometimes.
I shouldn't. -
This morning my mom asked me how I was doing.
I said, "I don't know."
And you know what she said? "That's great!"
And she meant it. -
I just want someone to want me. Even on less sexual terms, just love me. I want to be able to see and feel someone who actually cares. Out of all the things I ask for, my parents can't seem to give the simplest things that don't cost a penny.
Actually, it like that for my entire family with the acceptation of three people. Out of all the people on my mom and dad's sides...just three people. -
My head is killing me.
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I don't want to eat anymore. I'd rather just starve.
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I had nightmares last night. Well, I'm not sure if it was a nightmare since I...
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I just don't want to be here. I feel like I'm being forced to live. But I don't want to have another episode like yesterday. I scared myself and I never want it to come to that again, but now I just feel stuck.
Nothing I want to do, but nothing I can do. -
Every day I manage to wake up feeling worst than the last...and they're okay with it. My mom has proven this to be true.
She has confirmed everything I felt and hoped wasn't so. -
I feel bad...
I can't even pretend to be happy today.
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