Ripper's Edge
Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
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I feel like my insides are falling apart.
They just don't want to work anymore. -
I feel trapped in my body and my mind.
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If I'm being honest, I really want to die.
I hope every day that something happens to me. -
No one cares anyway.
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30 minutes...
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I feel drained and unwanted. And if my own family doesn't want me, then what the hell am I here for?
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Um...
I think I quit. -
dont put too much value in blood relations. the fact that they're your family doesn't mean that you have an inherent bond that ended up getting ruined. if your parent's dont care about you that's their fault not yours. your parents have a responsibility to you and it sounds like they're failing it.
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I am trapped, though, and stuck doing everything they want for as long as I'm here.
I have no way to leave, and no one else nearby to help me. I'm trying everything within my power to leave, but they're finding loopholes so that they keep control over me.
It feels like they don't want to take care of me, but they won't let me leave. -
i can really relate to you there. i have exactly the same problem.
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I'm sorry to hear that. I hope it gets better for you.
...I disappeared off for about 15 minutes because...I was on a suicide help site...I really was serious, but I didn't do it. I wanted to stab myself, in the heat of the moment, but I went for help, instead.
They didn't help.
And I'm ashamed I almost did that. -
I'm okay, now. I mean, no, I'm not okay, and everything is still just as bad, but I'm not going to try that again.
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But...what stopped me?
Probably just fear. -
i hope you can get free and that things get better for you too
im really sorry that you just went through that but you have nothing to be ashamed of. it's not your fault and it doesn't mean you're weak. -
Thank you. I just don't feel well.
I think I'm going to get off of here for today.
My stability is almost none-existent, at the moment, and I don't want to freak anyone out.
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