Love on the Battlefield
Thread Topic: Love on the Battlefield
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Oh but I'm sure he's said that before
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Jacob, I consider this harassment. I told you I did not wish to tell you.
This is the second time you've done this. Please stop. -
Anyway, I'm just happy to know Jeeshy.
He makes me let my guard down, and he makes me feel wanted. That's something the world can't give me. For that, I love you deeply. It doesn't take much for me to fall in love. I just wish I wouldn't, but I can't feel or show anything more or less than what is true. I'm just cursed to be this way. -
I can't help what I feel for Jeeshan, honestly. I can only help how I handle it. I'm doing a good job, I think. I don't know. I hope so. I just want to do whatever is the best thing to do.
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I'm going crazy trying to hide it, though.
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I can't stop thinking about him. Sometimes I just can't stand not being able to talk to him. I can't sleep, sometimes for all the thoughts about how I feel so alone. I can't breathe for the fact that he leaves me that way every time I talk to him.
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My heart kind of races just thinking about him. It's so hard to breathe. I really shouldn't be this way, but...
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Just...one...kiss...
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I'm a mess. A horrible mess. I feel bad about it, but I kinda don't wanna change it, either. It's pretty f'ed up, I know.
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I'm very bad. Bad person. I shouldn't be this way.
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Jeeshan…
No matter how many times you say don't, I still do anyway! It's so stupid how my heart works. When you tell me not to do something, it only makes me want to do it more. -
I'm just glad he won't be seeing this.
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I need to just stop with everything. Just let it go. Nobody likes me, and I need to stop liking them. Plain and simple as that.
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But I can't let it go like that. -
I just can't stop thinking about him, and we're at it again.
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