New Beginnings on an Open Page
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Thread Topic: New Beginnings on an Open Page
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and I see that the next audiobook is over five hours long so it'll be hard to catch up...
Welp I know what I'll be doing this morning I guess 🥴 -
Maybe I should ease up on the "one book a week" schedule and instead just do as much as I can. I don't want to be unrealistic.
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this is another thing tumblr has done to me lol
Word/gif association like never before... -
Maybe I should also schedule some kind of unwinding activity at the end of every day. Instead of being so go-go-go all the time, maybe I could take a half hour or so before bed to color or rant about something.
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That way I can also shove those activities to the end of the day and out of the things I need to do. Perhaps I would be more productive if I knew there was an end in sight.
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Mental note to self: I still have one more blackboard post due by 9pm tonight and two others if I feel like it. I doubt the professor will care though, it's just if I want extra credit. -
I definitely need to work on forcing myself to do things I don't want to do.
like, duh that's what "growing up" is Via congratulations you just graduated kindergarten 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 -
GODS I still have to do my p. 3 and poem too for tomorrow ._.
okay yeah I am definitely aiming on being more proactive this next week... -
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Okay I am definitely going to rock this next week now, phew
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GUYS I MADE A GIF ALL BY MYSELF AND IT'S FRICKIN GLORIOUS
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Wow this thing was down on the third page
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So my brother came over last night and eh
I mean I don't actively hate him like I used to a few years ago but still he's just a gross person. He's going back to school for the third time, and somehow he thinks it'll be different this time? -
My parents tend to be too optimistic, and I tend to be too cynical, so we'll see who's right this time. I'm pretty sure it'll be me, but we'll see.
I definitely don't "have a feeling" that he'll make it. It's not like I'm wishing him ill per se, it's just that considering the events of the last five years I don't see how anything will be different any time soon. He's not different. He's not soft. He's not broken. Mom needs to accept the fact that he is mentally ill.
I don't like making excuses for character flaws any more than anyone else, but it's really the only explanation. I remember when I would tell people here about him, almost everyone diagnosed him as bipolar. I think the drugs definitely have messed with his brain a lot because he's lost some memory and intelligence that he used to have, but I just don't know. -
Well and my parents were trying to talk to him and ask him questions and have a conversation about how he's going to be different this time and if he's going to turn his life around and who he's going to hang around, and pretty much the whole time he was just looking at his phone. Like, dude, yeah I love internet as much as the next person, but no matter how rude I can be, I definitely understand the social cue that you don't look at your phone while your parents are having a serious conversation with you. No matter how big of dicks they are.
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