my new official thread.
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Thread Topic: my new official thread.
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Sitting here trying hard not to do anything rash and hold back dumb emotions.
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It is impossible to stay focused in class when you keep getting hit with waves of regrets and bullets of embarrassment stream your way.
I am going to fail math class. -
Ah, so I am supposed to be doing homework.
Maybe I should get going in that. -
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I seriously hate myself so much right now. I either need something to do to calm myself or get offline. If I leave it is probably to go calm myself down.
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I am going to write those paragraphs
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Nevermind, I am going to go play chords on my keyboard.
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I don't feel good. I think I am ggoing to pass out.
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Wendee?
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Ueah
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I WANT TO -
Don't. Don't die. Death is for the weak, you are strong5rr than that.
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But I am weak.
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No you aren't, if you were weak you would have killed yourself already. You don't really want to die, secretly you want to live, but right now death seems more pleasant the the hard things you are going through and you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. Stay alive, you will thank yourself later.
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I am going to make a new account and start fresh like I have never been here before. Mainly for my sanity-since I have sat in my closet for the last fourth five minutes curled up in a ball unable to think- if you recognize me tell me somewhere outside of gtq, but for the most part I just need a fresh start. (Mainly be use I have spent the last week in regret and humiliation of my life)
That is it, I am going back to my closet now.
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