I'm just going to post my poems here..
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Im inlove with you and in all honestly it scares me. But not the fact that I love you beyond believe, but because I don't know how to act on these feelings. I don't know what to say, what to do or what's right to feel. I'm scared this will end bad. I'm scared to lose you, It's like losing half of my life. I've never been inlove so I don't know how to mend a broken heart, I doubt duct tape will help. I don't know how to make my feelings for you go away. I don't know if what I'm feeling is actually possible. All I know is that I'm helplessly inlove with you. I can't help but smile when I'm around you, or get these weird tingly sensations in the pit of my stomach. It's amazing how only you can make me laugh or smile when all I really want to do is cry. My heart speeds up to the point I start to worry I'll get a heart attack. It pounds inside my chest so loud that I'm afraid you will hear it. Everytime we touch I get goosepumps. If this is what Love feels like, I don't mind it. My head and heart play a game of tug a war when I'm around you. I can either listen to my head and watch how hard I fall for you, or I can listen to my heart and let you catch me.. I Love You More Than You Will Ever Know.
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I was told of that place.
I was told to never set a foot in there.
I was told to never believe in such a thing. It never has a good ending.
I was told of all the pain it caused.
I was told I'd never escape.
I didn't listen.
I fell into the trap.
I was scared, yes. But that didn't stop me.
I wanted to find out if it was true.
I wanted to expirience it.
I wanted to LIVE it.
Bad Idea.
I was caught in the fairy tale.
I was caught in the moment.
I was caught in hell istelf, only in was dressed like you.
I was caught to late.
Before I knew it, I had fallen for you.
I had fallen hard.
I didn't care.
The bandage was on too tightly on my eyes.
I was blind.
Love is blind.
I fell and scraped my heart.
I had fallen.
It was too late to go back.
I was another prisoner of love.
Another slave of you.
Now, I know I should have listened to all those warnings.
I should have listened.
This is so surreal.
The pain is too much.
I was found guilty.
I was sentenced 'Life in this hell called love.'
Now I can never escape.
My crime: To Fall Inlove With... YOU! -
I'm gonna post one with oxymorons that really sucks... my poetry is horrible. Bolded words are oxymorons.
A devilish angel pucnhed me hard,
Why don't I get a get-well card?
I did get jumbo shrimp, but it's gross,
Why would I even touch a doss?
Even though I had some awful luck,
I fell asleep, snored like a quacking duck.
In my dream, I saw a midnight sun
There was a man, he had a gun
I tried, but definitely couldn't wake
I then realized the gun was genuine fake -
@Home gurl: :) Thanks!
Down the twirling staircase,
That never seems to end.
I can see the many things,
Going on inside my head.
Walking down the staircase,
Looking at memories.
Down down down,
Like floating down a stream.
Falling down the staircase,
Finding my previous dreams.
Now I will never forget them,
As hard as it may seem.
Thump Thump Thump,
It never seems to end.
Going down this winding staircase,
To see what's inside my head. -
@BO I love it. :)
@Strangeling. :') So lovely. I like it. :D -
MyEternalRage NewbieImma post a poem
She stood along the shore as the clouds turned dark gray.
She always saw it coming
She tried to run away.
Those close tried to comfort
Her as the lady cried.
For it was quite obvious
Another love has died.
Another suicide letter tried. -
I like it.. Sad. :/ Brings back bad memories. But I love it. You got talent. :)
I love you. Just three simple wors that get thrown around today. Three simple words that can determine your future, and can make you forget your past. Just three simple words that can have all the meaning in the world or none at all. Simple as that. I love you, words that cann make you live a fairy tale or a beautiful yet painful lie. But for me and you they still have their pure, clean, unexplainable meaning. Its unique, warm fuzzy feeling you get each time its said. The unstopable smile those words come upon our lips. The only phraze that can make you realize how much you have in life. Three simple words that can tell a beautiful story, but also three words than can have an everlasting meaning..
I remember writting this to you. It all came so naturally, you know? Every word in that poem, letter what ever you want to call it is true. It hasn't changed. You know who you are. Lol I remember showing this to you. I don't know if you remember it. It was a long time ago, last summer.. Funny how three simple words can have so many meanings. To you they might be different, they might not mean the same thing. Three simple words, They used to be I love you.. Now their: I miss you. I miss our long conversations, I miss our love. I miss you. Everything. I miss you. I'm sorry, for hurting you. I know an apology wont do much, but from the bottom of my heart I want you to know that my apology is sincere. I'm sorry. I regret it. Trully regret it. I miss you.. < /3 -
*Words
*Can. -
Take a minute and look someone in the eye.
You will realize every hidden emotions.
The eyes are the only body part that doesn't lie.
You may say something you don't mean,
You will try to cover it up.
But look me in the eye, your lie will die.
Why?
Because you're eyes hold many emotions.
One of them, being guilt.
Now.
Why would you hold guilt?
Because you know you're lying straight through your teeth.
Tell me the truth.
I promise not to run away.
I promise to stay,
To Hold your hand,
To Piece your heart back together,
To love you.
I've been with everything you've been through.
It's not much different.
The only difference is that I wont run away..
After I tape your heart back together.
I promise I will look you in the eye,
And listen to the unspoken words..
Instead of the spoken ones -
I close my eyes and try so hard to tell myself it will be alright.
I daze off, repeating the senseless words.
I dream, knowing nothing good will come out of this.
Because when I wake up I will be in the same place.
Struggling with my same fate.
Struggling with my fear.
Struggling with my last memory of you.
What happened?
I thought you said you hated seeing me cry.
That you hated the person who would make me cry.
Do you hate yourself?
Or are you enjoying watching me fall apart?
I'm constantly reminded that I'm not good enough.
Thanks.
I know it's true.
But why must I be reminded every second of the day?
I'm sorry for everything that I caused.
Sorry that I wasn't good enough for you. -
I know this is my fault; but I can't help feeling this way.
I know I hurt you; if you only knew it wasn't my intention.
I know this is pointless; you don't want me back.
I know living in the past wont help; but that's the only time when I see you.
I know this is bulls---; please don't hate me too.
I know I shouldn't be feeling like this; after all it was me who got us into this mess.
I know this doesn't make sense; trust me, it doesn't make sense to me either.
I know I've said a million times 'sorry'; I know it's not enough.
I wish I knew what I had; I would've kept you.
I wish I shouldn't have done this; it's driving me insane.
I wish life wouldn't be so cruel; but I brought this upon my life.
I wish I knew I wasn't making the right decision; at that time I wasn't thinking.
I wish everything I did would not haunt me; I wish I ment something to you.
I wish I wouldn't be wasting life; I'm sorry I wasted yours -
I could whisper a billion phrases into your ear.
I could hug you all day long, If I could.
I would tell you how I felt if I had the chance too.
I could fall In love all over if I could travel back in time.
But I can't.
Because you went away to never return.
You were scared, as so was I.
But I swear if you had let me, I would've tried for you.
I would've done anything for you.
Your life meant more than mine.
Your happiness means more than mine.
Thats why I watched you leave..
I felt my chest tighten up to the point I swore to hear my heart break.
A single tear rolled down my cheek, before I turned away.
I could've stopped you.
Yes.
But I didn't.
Why.. Because only someone who loves a person so much.. Does this.
Watches the other person leave.
No explanation needed..
I walked back, retreating my way back to where I came from.
The same raw feeling of my torn heart.
My journey seemed endless without you walking by my side.
But in someway it gave me hope..
Seeing you with someone who is capable to give you so much more than I can.
My only wish if for you to be happy.
You near me won't do us good.
I understand your point.
I'm sorry I just couldn't help myself fall for you.
You just were the only who cared.
And now I just messed up.
Typical.
I'm sorry. -
Life wasn't at all what it seemed.
What life gave you one day took away twice as much the next day.
It was as if happiness was a dream, getting hurt was reality waking you up.
It wasn't always the same, sometimes you were happy other times you werent.
Life, itself wasn't as bad as living a complete lie.
Hiding under a mask of unused emotions.
It wasn't always this bad, sometimes light would shine through broken windows just enough to give me hope.
That wasn't often.
Life is a beautiful lie, and death is a cruel reality.
A reality we're all waiting to meet.
A reality that causes so much suffering,
the only truth.
Sometimes we mistake our lifes, wasting precious time.
Sometimes we waste our time, doing nothing and before long we become old.
Having done nothing in the few years we've lived.
Realizng that death is just around the corner.
Sometimes we realize to soon.
Life is just a lie.
Something we just need to get used to.
We need to live while we can, make mistakes and love too much. We need to make time to talk to the ones you love, cause before I snap my fingers life could end.
Living in a roller caoster,
we all must adapt. Something I will never do.
So as this ends, I leave behind my final goodbye,
I must leave, as death takes my side -
The Last Time I Saw An Angel
Day after day I watch you from afar admiring your beauty. I notice little details about you, the unique brown hair you have. Your full lips. Or that smile that can stop traffic in an instance. My friends laugh, telling me that you will never notice me. But we all have had that first crush. The one that you can't help but notice everything about them. The cute glasses they wear or how happy they always seem to be, instantly making you smile. I don't really care whether you notice me or not.
Days pass and fall turns to winter.Your beauty grows. I can't help but notice the delicate shade of pink on your cheeks that barely peeks out in the chilly air. I watch you from afar as you laugh with your friends or mock the grumpy teacher. Sometimes I notice you turn around, but I'm to quick and I face another way.
Time is just an illusion measured by the passing of days. Winter is nearing its end, as spring desperately wants to come out. The angelic beauty of yours blooms within days. Taking away the attention of all the flowers that have started to become alive. No words, in any language conbined could describe your beauty. The birds sing outside, everyone admires them. Exclaiming that its the very best tune they have heard. I just smile, from afar, obviously they have not heard you sing. Just your voice can put bird singing to shame.
As spring says Good-bye, we are left with summer at our toes. All year, I have been sitting in the back, admiring from afar. Noticing little details that make you a beautiful person. I love the pout you always put on your face when the teacher would yell at you. Or that innocent face you do when you try to act like nothing happened. I try not to get to close, for it will ruin everything. Summer's first days greeted us with warm hugs. But for some reason you seemed to be sad. Everything outside now seems so lifeless, so dull. It was all ruined. All because you were not happy.
Maybe it was just me, but no one else seemed to notice. The once angelic smile of yours, seemed to be forced. I have spent all year studying you from afar. I knew what a genuine smile looked like. I saw you, putting on that fake smile for the rest of the school year. It all seemed like winter, everything so dead.. Your eyes seemed sad, but no one noticed. How could they not notice?!
The very last day of school, I gathered enough courage to ask you what was wrong. You turned around to face me, a small smile formed on your lips. The next words you spoke were full of sorrow and utter pain. "I'm moving." You said. My whole world seemed to shake, time stopped, I was lost for words. This can't be true, can it? You can't leave, my smile depends on yours. My life depends on yours. I soon realised that whatever I have felt wasn't just a crush. It was love.
All year I have spent watching you from afar, thinking that if I spoke to you I would ruin everything. As the bell rong, indicating school over you gave me a letter, making me promise not to open it till a week from that day. That was the last time I saw you. The last time I saw your angelic smile and those cute little dimples. The last time I saw an angel.
A week later I was so eager to open your letter. On that letter I learned so many things.
-"As you may now know, I'm moving. By now I may already be on my next destination. I wrote you a peom.. It doesn't rhyme, it doesn't have good words, but it comes from the heart.
Theres no day that goes by that I don't think of you. Everytime I feel like I can talk to you, I get really nervous. Everytime that I turn around to see you, you're looking at someone else. I may not be much, but I would have tried to make you happy. I study you from afar, I notice unique characteristics of you. Little details that make you, perhaps the best person Alive. I wish that one day we can talk. Don't commit the same mistake that I made, by not talking to the person who you like, or possibly love, this whole year or next year. I hope that one day we will be able to see eachother again.
I might not be good with words, or poems, but I really wish we could have spoken this year."-
The only thing I did that year was watch you from afar. Thinking that if I got too close I would ruin everything. That was my worst mistake. A mistake I'm learning to accept as the years pass.
Now year after year, I search for an angel, one that has those cute glasses or that perfect smile. The one with the amazing voice or that goofy style. I search for my angel.
-L.I.E_E.I.L
-L.H.N.G
-3/31/13 -
Everytime that I think of you it brings a smile to my lips. And everytime I hear your name my hearts races and my mind only processes thoughts of you. Youre an angel in my eyes, you came as a human in disguise. I love you more than my own life. One in which i have learned to appreciate thanks to you. You say youre not beautiful but angel, no amount of words in any and every language can describe it or even begin to. The amazing aspect of you is that not only are you goergous on the outside your in the inside too. I just wish I could explain how much I love you.. But I can't. Theres no words for it. I used to be able to find the defination of love in the dictionary but now all I have to do is think of you.. Your the only one who can describe it.
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