I'm just going to post my poems here..
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Thread Topic: I'm just going to post my poems here..
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But is it really enough..?
Is it really me being a coward.. Not awaiting your forgiveness?
Or me building enough courage to leave you.. Leave my heart with you.. Our memories, my happiness with you in order to make something of myself.. Not be completely destroyed of my departure..?
(I'm still thinking of finishing this one.. Not sure tho.) -
Broken Smile NewbieBlow after blow I can see the hatred in your eyes.
The evil smile that invades your face.
1 2 3 More blows more hatred.
Please take me away.
4 5 6 the hatred is wrapping itself around me.
Why can't you even hide that fact that you utterly despise me?
7 8 9. The torture your making me go through is worthless.
Can't you see?
Yeah, it hurts me.
But not the fact that your killing me with every blow your throw at me.
But the fact that I can't do Anything that matters to you.
After 10 your swings don't matter.
I no longer feel your blows, nor do I sense your hatred.
Just another typical day.
Another day survived. -
The only way I can cope with this feeling.
Is to watch my wrist start bleeding.
That's when I start believing
That I'm still living.
With the knife within my hands, I start to wonder..
Is this my mind telling me to surrender?
The pain i feel is just to much.
so i turn to my razor to help me keep in touch
I've been trying to survive
But nothing can keep me alive..
I saw you leave and never look back.
My whole world went black.
As I look at the past my memories start to deceive
From everything that I used to believe.
I need you here..
Biggest fear. -
My biggest fear.******
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Don't you remember that you swore to save my heart?
But what happened? Did you enjoy watching me fall apart?
I know what you said you didn't mean it.
Yet I still believed it.
Don't be suprised by the view of my broken heart,
It's not all your fault, I was broken from the start.
Though hidden it stays,
Confused it lays.
I watch the bliid drain,
But don't worry it's not all in vain.
That blood is from my wrist.
Yeah, I know my story has a twist.
Just give me time, this might heal.
Forever fractured I will feel.
Hearts are often broken,
By words left unspoken.
Though give me back my blade,
It's still too early for me to fade.
Just step outside let the rainm
Away wash your pain.
Any hopes I had died,
The day you left my side.
The only way I can cope with this feeling.
Is to watch my wrist start bleeding.
That's when I start believing
That I'm still living.
With the knife within my hands, I start to wonder..
Is this my mind telling me to surrender?
The pain i feel is just to much.
so i turn to my razor to help me keep in touch
I've been trying to survive
But nothing can keep me alive..
I saw you leave and never look back.
My whole world went black.
As I look at the past my memories start to deceive
From everything that I used to believe.
I need you here..
Even if loosing you becomes once again my biggest fear.
Just promise me that you wont cry,
The day I die.
Promise me you will try your best,
To let me rest.
Promise me you wont feel bad,
Nor will you get sad... -
**Rain. x_x"
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*Blood. D:
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I search for the light, only to fail and see darkness.
I search for a hug, only to fail and become colder.
I search for the clouds, only to fail and find a blank sky.
I search for peace, only to fail and find regrets.
I search for happiness, only to fail and find hidden emotions.
I search for something, anything only to fail and find Nothing.
I search for you, only to fail and ]find your memories, I so badly want to hide.
I search for myself, Only to Fail and find someone unknown.. -
Hold my hand and keep me away from that blade..
Just a little longer till this suffering starts to fade.
I just want to cover up this pain I feel.
But it will never heal.
I try to mend my broken heart..
Yet I know what I did wasn't right from the start.
It hurts like a knife.
I'm sorry I brought misery to your life.
What we had?
is now long gone, why did it end so bad?
I don't want to plan ahead..
Cause I know my life is hanging by a thread.
Remember to always try your best.
Go on my little angel, go to rest.
Let the rain,
wash away your pain -
Im something; yet I'm nothing
Im alive; Yet Im dead.
Im yours; Yet Im on my own.
Im far away; Yet Im close to you.
Im at peace; Yet Im at war.
I'm harmless; Yet I'm dangerous
I'm you; Yet I'm not.
Look closely; what do you see? Nothing? Surprise, surprise. That's the reflection of yourself.
(Haha it sucks. Just had to let it out.) -
2013-01-31 10:57:20
I've gotten this far.
This far, away from everything I've known.
From everything I loved.
From everything that I was.
From everything we had become.
I had gotten away.
I had escaped.
All it took was to hear your name again.
And I was falling backwards.
Into something known.
Into something I wished I could erase.
All it took was to hear your name..
And I'm back.
The old me.
The old me, who I desperately wanted to hide.
The old me, who will never leave me.
The old me.
The new me.
Combined.
All the memories came rushing back.
Everything. -
I am invisible,
Yet perfectly see able.
Shy as a mouse,
Quiet as the Night.
When you do see me,
You see a horrible fright.
I am kind,
Yet mean.
I am harmless,
Yet deadly.
Through your eyes
I am a thought,
Never want to be seen.
But behind this mask,
You'll find a ruthless fiend.
*(this poem is totally me)* -
^Not that good...I know, I know.
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Aw that's cute! :D I love it.
I must have been inlove.
My blindness.
My pain.
My tears.
I must have been inlove.
My stubborness.
My suffering.
My loneliness.
I must have been inlove.
Not to realize how you actually were.
I must have been inlove,
Not to see how each day we slipped away.
I must have been inlove,
Holding on to something that wanted to slip away, as much as I wanted it to stay with me.
I must have been inlove..
To scared to let go.
Why, must I hide my pain with a smile?
Why must I keep hidden my suffering so well?
I must have been inlove.
But I wont fall again.
I must have been inlove,
Because I can finally let go, and move on.
I must have been inlove,
Do you see?
I was inlove.
Not now.
Not ever.
I once was Inlove.
I don't regret it, because you taugh me how to love.. Even if I was the only one inlove.
I just wish you would have taugh me how to forget.. -
*Taught x2 xP
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