CB's poem's and such
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Thread Topic: CB's poem's and such
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care_bear19 Novice"Never will I forget"
Never will I forget those eyes
devouring my soul,
Never will I forget those hands
filling me with holes,
Never will I forget that voice
and how it f---ing lied,
Never will I forget
that everynight i cried.
In moments he destroyed my heart,
Making sure to rip me apart.
And no matter how hard I screamed,
He still stole that part of me.
Never will I forget the pain
of everything he did,
Never will I forget the way
he stole my innocence,
Never will I forget the things
that i'll always hide,
the pain, the scars, the hate, the lies,
keep everything inside. -
care_bear19 NoviceShe couldn't breathe anymore. It was as if she was being squeezed by a million pounds of force. Her breathing was shallow as she looked around, eyes darting everywhere, searching all the shadows. She couldn't stop, refused to stop even. No matter how hard her lungs strained for air, she kept moving her legs never letting a second go by she wasn't moving. If she stopped, she'd be dead. Part of her wanted to just stop, insead of runing from the inevitable ending she was bound to have. How many times had fate push death in her face? How many times had death laughed at her, taking everything and everyone she had ever loved? She didn't know. She had lost count around the time her mother had died. Everyone called her crazy, she was just the insane girl from a f---ed up family, right? Yeah, that's what she had thought too. Maybe she was insane, maybe everything she thought she saw was lies, fed into her brain by cords and voices. She wasn't sure as she thought as she rounded the corner, checking before running across the street. Her own personal hell, her own personal demon. Those were things she had never thought would actually exist. I mean, no one ever thinks that something bad could happen to them. That kind of stuff only happened in movies, only happened to other people. The birds chirpped. Just another normal day for everyone else. They weren't being chased by demons, that made her watch as the split open her mother's stomach, as they tortured her little sister as she called and begged for mercy, as they shot her boyfriend through the head blood splattering on the pavement. No one else in the entire world had those demon after them too. She shed a tear, sprinting down the alley. They couldn't catch up to her. She couldn't let that happen. But as she turned her head and met eyes with the killer of everyone she loved, the murderer, her demon. She knew that no matter where she went they would find her. She shattered the mirror she was looking in and ran again.
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care_bear19 Novice(I'm such a dark person O.o)
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It is dark, but they are well-written. You are very talented, Care.
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care_bear19 NoviceThank you :)
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care_bear19 NoviceSometimes, she wondered, why the universe existed. Everything dies eventually. Things are created into the most beautiful things, and then instantly and utterly destroyed. The universe and all it's glory and beauty would eventually disappear one day, as would she and everything else in the world. When she was a teenager, she hated everyone, but she hated herself the most. For being so weak, so helpless, so fragile. She had covered her wrist for years and no one noticed, no one cared. Until S came along. But S never said anything about the scars she saw on your wrists or the way the darkness enveloped you. S was your light. And then you had to leave, leaving you feeling lower then ever. It wasn't her fault you had to go but that didn't mean you didn't miss her. You almost did it. You were so close, but as her face flashed before your eyes you just couldn't. You looked at the razor that had now dropped to the floor. A tear had sprung from your eye that day. And now as you hold your baby girl in your arms, you thank S. For being your light for that small time. Because S keep you around long enough to have another light. One strongest you've ever seen, because she had gotten it from her Mommy. You looked up at S in her hospital bed and smile, kissing her on the lips and rocking your other light to sleep.
(Had to clear the darkness with fluffyness) -
These are amazing, i love the darkness setting. Gives it a flare.
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care_bear19 NoviceThank you :) I love your poems btw!
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care_bear19 Novice"Destroyers of Hope"
Never was there a time when she wasn't confused. Her mind was a bloody mess. Just the webs of her past, broken dreams, and destroyed heart. Weaved by the destroyers of hope. They pushed and clawed at her, each day pulling her closer to the edge. She couldn't have anything, for if she did they would surely destroy it. She didn't deserve the good things in life and she completely accepted that. Most people feared death, but she did not. She actually found death comforting, since it was the only thing she could truely rely on. The fragments of her shattered past always came back, playing over and over before her eyes until she could no longer breathe. A cold sweat, tight chest, shallow breathing, clutching her pillow she struggled through the never ending assult of panic attack, wishing she could just disappear. She got up after it was all over, walking to the bathroom and splashed water on her face. She stared in the mirror at herself. The stress evident in her face. Her clentched jaw, the bags uder her eyes from lack of sleep, the distant sad look in her now dark blue eyes.
"Are you okay in there?" Her roommate called.
"Yeah, I'm fine. Be out in a minute." Little did her roommate know that she would not be coming out anytime soon.
She sat down on the bathroom floor, half sliding down the wall. She clutched the razor tightly as the warm blood ran down her arm. She took her last breath, finally feeling the release she need, and as she faded away for good, she thanked anyone who had ever said a nice word to her. She would always love them and apoligized for leaving. -
Thank you, I never really thought they are good enough to share. But I posted them anyway.
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care_bear19 NoviceSometimes I wonder what would happen if I ran away?
What if I wasn't there to save the day?
Would your love for me fade?
Was it there at all?
It's crazy how f---ing hard I let myself fall
The cherry blossoms from the trees
Don't compare to your beauty
But your lies come in threes
And wash over it all
Sometimes I wonder if you even existed?
Maybe you're a trick, or I got it all twisted?
Maybe I let the voices inside of my head
Lead the way for me instead?
Not it's all over, the pain is all gone
All the whole time i was just another pawn
But now your game is all shattered,
so what do you do?
You steal my best friend
And ask why I hate you. -
love your style
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care_bear19 NoviceNot sure where the f--- else this was supposed to go so imma just jam it in here cause ya know. WHY THE f--- NOT?
*Throws stuff down* That's it i'm done with this stupid, petty ass, drama s---. Jesus f---ing christ. Ya know some of us actually have a reason to be god damned depressed. "Oh I made a mistake and I cheated on the girl I've been with for not even a month so i'm gonna kill myself" Seriously? GET OVER YOURSELF. I mean I'm in a relationship with Maci but, god damn dude. I'm not riding her coat tails 24/7. Jesus. And I sure as hell ain't up and making out with other girls and then saying it was my sister -_- man gtfo of here with that s---. I'm done, seriously. Ypu want something to be sad about? Let your mom beat you because you just happen to be at the wrong place at the wrong time. Go get (f---THISf---f---f---) by a 'friend' because you were weaker then him so it was easier to hold you down. Go have your biological dad be all doped up and tell you you're a worthless piece of s--- and slap you across the face. Then you can come crying to me. -
care_bear19 NoviceWow i was really pissed in that^
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care_bear19 Novice-Step into my world-
Step into my world
I'll show you something real
I'll show you all the hidden scars
The ones that cannot heal
Step into my world
If you're brave enough
See my f---ed up past
And why I act so tough
Step into my world
I promise I'll behave
Maybe only you can save me
From my lonely cave
Step into my world
Please don't let me go
Because the love I have for you
I never thought I'd know
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