CB's poem's and such
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You don't know what it's like
To crave the end of a knife
To watch the blood run down
While they just laugh at the clown
Oh no, poor little Ricky has a cut
Lets see how he likes to get a fist to the gut
And then you all wonder why he goes home to a gun
When it's all over they still claim "We were just having fun"
It's all fun and games til you find a note
But don't you know it was you who put the noose on his throat?
Maybe he tied it, but you gave him the rope
And everyone stood and laughed as he choked
"He had more bright shining years"
You act like you cared, shedding crocodile tears -
I'm used to it by now
I know my words mean nothing
And I tried so hard to be there
But you just didn't care
Maybe you thought you did
At first it was all just fine
But I guess one day you decided
That I had crossed the line
You're only here when she is
Why is she your life?
I'm just scared of losing
Another friend friend to the end of a knife
You think it's because I hate you
But I still don't understand
What else am I supposed to do to make you see
I just love you -
Why?
A simple word with no reply.
Why?
A question answered with a thousand lies.
Why?
Asked again and again.
And then I wonder.
How?
Did I let it get this far? -
Traces of dust fall from her hair
The red hair glinting against the sun
She's wearing her favorite dress
The white one blue flowers
And her favorite shoes
I tease her but honestly I love it
Knee high converses with a dress
In this moment, in the feild
We forget the taunts, the names
We aren't the weird girls anymore
We're one in the same
And then she falls
And I tried to catch her, but my grip wasn't tight
So she crashed
She was my sister
Not by blood, by love
In the end, she gave into temptation
She let the call of the night seduce her
And she left me alone
Favorite moment shattered by the pain of loss
And she was buried in that dress.
The one that brought out her eyes.
We had matching dresses.
Even though I never wore mine
I found mine the other day when I was going through my clothes
I don't know how it survived 3 moves
I don't remember packing it.
But it was there.
She always did come at the most amazing times.
So I put down my weapons
And I held it, and cried
Because of that dress.
The one that brought out her eyes. -
It's funny how much words can mean to you
Do you know that I save some of them?
I don't think think that you do
You made me cry, but not the sad kind
You made me cry because of how
Simply beautiful and amazing
You and your words can be
I don't think you quite understand yet
How much your words mean to me
Maybe they're just letters on a screen
But to me, they mean so many things -
My cheeks tint a dull pink
Hiding behind my hands, you move them away
"Don't hide such a pretty face, Car"
You say, which only brightened the pink tint
"Pretty" that's a word I never understood
I was not this word, other girls were
The one's with the tameable hair
And the big beautiful eyes
I heard this words before
Family, friends, other partners
And yet, only you could make me believe it
My heart studdered, as I looked at you
A smile brushed across your face
You leaned in, and my breath stopped
I don't know why you chose me
And maybe this will kill me
But I'll be damned if I didn't
I slipped my eyes closed, and pressed my lips to yours
It was a simple kiss, but it moved my whole body
Like an earthquake in California
And then I awoke, I looked around and I smiled
Because it was morning now
So I'd get to talk to you soon -
Samntha NewbieCool
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Dear Little One,
I know that you're hurting
And mommy is always so mad
You don't understand, you don't understand
Now mommy is crying and sad.
You have your secrets
You hide all the tears, and the bruises
But mommy has secrets, she hid them all these years
Now Daddy is angry, he yells at Mommy
"Why are you this way?!?"
So you hide, in your room
And wonder if it'd be all better once you went away
Dear Little One,
I know you were hurting
And no one helped you
And now all your friends are crying and sad
And now mommy isn't so mad
Oh, Little girl, why didn't you tell me
I would have stole you away
But instead you stole yourself away -
The petals of a rose floated down the street in the wind.
A rose is like a heart. Small, delicate, easy to break. It's been ripped out and replaced. It's been locked away and stomped on. But it has adapted over time. It's riddled with thorns, so anyone whose tries to touch gets cut. The little rose hurt so much, it was cold and bitter. One day a gentle gardner came along. They said to the small broken rose, "Do not fret, my dear.I'm here to care for you. To hold you close and make sure you're healthy." The rose stayed silent, no longer willing to speak after so many broken promises.But the gardner kept their promise. They trimmed the rose, and showed it love. They spoke to it, instead of about it. They cared for the rose as hard as they could.
Then one day, the gardner stopped showing up. The rose waited everyday for the Gardner's return. They waited and waited, but soon they grew sad once more, losing hope in the Gardner. The rose stood strong for awhile, but soon grew wary, and sick. They new they had to move on, so the little rose shed it's broken petals, letting them fly away. "I am sorry, Gardner. I could no longer wait." the rose whispered, and blew away.
Slowly the Gardner came back, to find the rose had gone. They let a tear slip as they picked up a rottened petal. "I'm sorry, little Rose. I have broken my promise" -
These words are my weapons.
This pen is my gun.
The letters are my ammunition.
I shoot out the pain, let myself get absorbed in the words because
I can't let them go, these words are all I know
They've been here since the beginning, they were there when I stopped winning
And everyone walked away, fell on my knees and prayed
To a 'God' that doesn't even exist, and my mother's always wondering why I look pissed
These lines on my arm are my battle scars, not like I had a life of sunsets and expensive cars
But I never let it take me, no matter how hard life shaked me
I've made it this far, I don't go down without a fight
It's a new nightmare every motherf---ing night
But its the same face, same place
Wake up in tears, tryin face my fears
But it's too dark, to travel on my own
And sometimes I wonder where I'm going
And I remember, I'm going home -
[Dedicated to all the struggling teens or lgbtq+ members
"Together Sins"
I'm lookin in the mirror
At all the faces that bring me down
They're always telling me
That I'm wrong~
Can't get a moment of peace
Even when I sing my song
Sometimes I wonder out loud
Why this road is so long -ong -ong~
It's so hard
To stay together
When I'm crackin'
Under pressure~
But I'll fight.
And I'll win
I'll show the world
I'm not a sin~!
Take your book, and your judgement
Take your hate, and your lies
Take your snickers, and all your names~
We'll put our fingers, in the sky~
Because I'm not letting you
Bring me down no more
I know who I am
I know what I've done
And I wouldn't change a thing
For, no one~!
It's so hard
To stay together
When I'm crackin'
Under pressure~
But I'll fight.
And I'll win
I'll how the world
I'm not a sin~!
And we'll stand
Together
Strong and proud
Forever~
And anyone who supports
Is our friend
Our family
'Til the end~!
It's so hard
To stay together
When we're crackin'
Under pressure~
But we'll fight.
And we'll win
We'll show the world
We're not sins~!
Mm, we'll show the world
We're not sins -
I loved you like the earth loves the sun.
Constantly.
But then the solstice came
And now the earth loves the moon.
And the moon is calm.
It doesn't burn me.
It doesn't hurt my eyes.
It pushes the gentle waves over my legs.
It brushes it's soft light across my face.
It's light reflects in my eyes. -
I wish you could have known me, back when I was well.
I wish you could have known me, before I lived in hell.
Everyone said that I was sweet
To sadness, I never admitted defeat
Had a smile that could "light up a room"
But that would all be gone real soon
The bruises that I hide so well
Because now, I live in hell
A small blue wire, I'll never touch
I remember the sounds of it in her clutch
The loud yelling, for no reason
In the middle of spring season
The last words spoken, so cold and bitter
It was worse than if I had hit her
Here one moment, gone the next
Cried as she was laid to rest
I pray to "God" for us to switch
Because I'd have rather laid in that ditch
But "God" was no where to be seen
The day I lost faith in things unseen
I was okay again, for a while
Until I saw his big bright smile
Got pulled in, to all his lies
He shut me up, made me close my eyes
He took my safety, my tiny hope
Crushed them down, and now they're broke
He smiled after, thanked me too
As I was left, broken in two
I wish you'd known me, when I was well.
Before I let in all this hell.
Before it took me, broke me down.
And left me laying on the ground. -
"Letting Night Seduce Me"
Press your kiss to my wrist
Leave it smudged and bloody
You're my toxic addiction
The one I can't quite kick
I let you kiss my body
Sometimes I try to resist
But just like the boy in my nightmares
You always break me down
I love to give in
And let you kiss my thighs
Let you leave your burning sting behind
You make me feel much better
And also so much worse
You're my little addiction
My unknown, shameful curse
Somedays I lik the wonder
If this kiss can be the last
I'll take your shiny body
In the middle of the night
I'll take your tiny edges
And end my endless fight. -
like to wonder*
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