CB's poem's and such
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care_bear19 NoviceYou're saying it's me, but it's an imposter. It's scaring me, because I know that i've lost you
I don't know how to fix this. To convince you I'm sincere. Can you give me a hint, because I'm dying here.
I promise on everything that I own, all the people I love. That wasn't me. I'd never do that, and If i had i wouldn't be here.
So please, I'm begging you, believe me. I don't know what else to say. -
care_bear19 Novice~That song~ (part1)
God damn it, I'm trying so hard to convince you
And every part of me misses you
Why can't I be
The girl that you need
I know I'm not perfect
But why can't you see?
That I would do anything
To take back something I didn't even say
If I could I'd go back to that day
And destroy all the things I'd never say
And It's tearing me apart
And it's breaking my heart
And I cannot breath anymore
When my heart is feeling so sore -
care_bear19 Novice~That Song~(part2)
So now I'm drowning
And I'm waiting
Giving you the space that you asked for
So now I'm wondering
And I'm wishing
Wishing I could knock on your door
And beg for forgiveness!
And I hope I'm not dragging you down
While I bury myself in the ground
And it's tearing me apart
And it's breaking my heat
And I cannot breathe anymore
When my heart is feeling so sore
I don't
Want to have to let go
But i'll leave
If you're asking me too
Please don't ask me too -
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care_bear19 Novicethx
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care_bear19 Novice-Tell me lies- (song part 1)
Those words you say in my ear,
Why is it only what I want to hear?
I'm sorry, Have you lost your voices?
It seems that you've got no choice
So you tell me lies
Just feed off my pain a little longer
Tell me lies
So you're not the only one wanting to die
And I tell you lies
So you're not the only one crying -
care_bear19 Novice(part2)
And I'll struggle
And I'll fall
And if I can't get up
I'll learn to crawl
But don't say goodbye
You ask me everytime
But what do I have to hide
Disect me, Inject me
Then let me know what you find
So you tell me lies
Just feed off my pain a little longer
Tell me lies
So we can pretend that everything's fine
And I'll tell you lies
So I'm not the only one burning inside
And we'll struggle
And you'll fall
And if we can't get up
Then we'll learn to crawl
But don't, no we won't, say goodbye
So you're feeding my soul
And you can't let go
Maybe it'd be easier to just walk away
But everytime we try to leave, it begs us to stay
So you tell me lies
Just feed off my pain a little longer
Tell me lies
So I think that we will survive
And I'll tell you lies
When I tell you I believe your disguise. -
care_bear19 NoviceBasically this is a diary story thing.. idk
Delusions of a Teenager-
Part 1
Someone once asked me, what was worse? Solitary Confinement or Death? At the time, I didn't know. Now I do. You see, the thing that scares people, is the silence. Your mind craves sounds. It's like a drug to your brain, thriving from it, feeding off of it. When you hear a laugh, your brain releases good, happy chemicals. When you feel bad, it's your brain releasing bad ones. When you hear nothing... well the silence becomes consuming. Your body start to make things up to fuel your addiction. It's deludes you. I'd much rather be dead thenn listen to the sound of my own silent screams. -
care_bear19 Novice~Through~
If you love me
You'll say goodbye
If you hate me
You'll let me die
Why we're here
No one knows
Counting every stone I throw
Glass houses, Broken glass
Sifting through my haunting past
Grab the razors
Throw them out
Every person has their doubt
In my mirror, deepest fears
Hoping they can't find me here
Watch the flames, growing higher
Running through, the burning fire
Find the light, follow it
Take away the endless pit
Wipe my tears, take my hand
Tell me that you have a plan
Saved my life, but didn't know it
Love so much, can barely show it
Until I'm tough
Will 'I love you' be enough?
Of course it will
If it's from you
With you, I always make it through -
care_bear19 NoviceThey all decide to self-destruct
The day I decide to fix myself
I'm in a good mood
And they can't stand life
I want to throw away the sharp things
They want to slide them across their wrists
I get out
They fell back in
I'll pull them out
But I'm not going back
Tired of being upset
I'm so over it
Nothing is worth my life
My life is worth everything
Took awhile to see this
But I found the path
That changed the bad things
Into a reason to prove life wrong
I can make it
I choose who I am
I'm me. -
I'm leaning on you
Because I cant stand on my own
Ha! b---- you wish I'd say those words
I bet you wish I needed you
You come to me when you get scared
Isn't that the third time this year?
Who's the father this time, dear?
He ships off and is leaving for a year?
Oh, how convinent, that you're all alone
You're only 15! But you act like-
Don't get me started, becaue then I won't stop
Watch the tears from your eyes as they drop
Grab you a tissue, hand you a mop
I'm no longer your maid
Clean up your own mess
I'm sorry you're like this, but I can't help you
You f---ed up that chance when you stole my moirail
Even after you broke my heart I forgave you
But stealing my friend?
You took it too far
And now that you're lonely, you want to come to me
b----! f--- you! You're just scum to me
I hope you aren't pregeant, I'd feel bad for the kid
It's not their fault their mother is s--- -
Slipped through the cracks again
And you weren't there to save me
Tried to tell my best friend
But they just all ignore me
Everyone always "I'm always here for you"
But when you really need them
They won't even shed a tear for you
They'll wait and wait
Til it's too late
And they get the letters in the mail
Is it sad I've already written them all?
I've signed and stamped my death -
bumping so i don't lose it
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I'd hate to sit alone at night
And watch the sky fall down
Every little twinkling light will finally hit the ground
Some may say it's dark
But I say that it's mercy
Why spend your whole life burning,
when you can just blow out?
Everyone knows when your shining that you're there.
But no one notices your light's gone out until it's too late.
You see, you're so far away that your light looks like it's on
So the darkness doesn't hit them for million more years
And that's when the weep and shed all those tears
I'd hate to sit alone and know I let the light burn out
But sometimes its too hard to tell, so I'll stand alone and shout
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