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"im sorry for hating you, but its all i could do to stop loving you. i had to turn it all into malice and hate so that it would hurt less and..."

"i wish my stomach would stop turning, and all these things ive been working on wouldnt try and bubble back up. i was doing good, i was movin..."

"i calmed down but im having trouble breathing and my chest still has a huge weight on it"

"oh my god i just need to breathe slowly a f--- ton and ill be good. i was not ready for this and if i knew it would happen, i would've staye..."

"im starting to blame myself less. thats good, right?"

"i keep checking expecting a response. god im f---ing stupid"

"ot seems like she just cut it. i could feel her drifting away but she kept telling me it was my insecurities and i kept blaming it on jealou..."

"im sorry for everything. im sorry for not being enough, for being so depressed. i wouldve hid it or tried to ignore it if i knew. theres so ..."

"somebody stop me from myself"

"i remember how youd blow some things out of proportion. maybe the eggshells were one of them. im not saying your feeling weren't valid, just..."

"whyd you have to be so cold about it? its like it didnt even affect you. and im over here having dreams that youll come back and just things..."

"it hurts so much. its all i can think about and i want it to stop. when i said i couldnt live without you, that wasnt a lie. but i guess tha..."

"im mad at you, we couldve at least ended it better. it couldve been mutual, or we couldve just talked about it. at the same time im not mad,..."

"i haven't had one in a while, hello. maybe that's cause i was getting better, maybe that's cause im just too stupid. honestly? im begging to..."

"i always said id trade my happiness for hers. i guess that day finally came"