for a minute the world seemed so simple.
Thread Topic: for a minute the world seemed so simple.
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Clay exhaled softly and leaned against George’s side, rubbing his face with his free hand. “I thought I was gonna hurl, honestly-“ He said, chuckling tiredly. “I think I just got so nervous, I made myself feel sick.”
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“I thought you were gonna hurl too,” George said with a soft chuckle. “I’m glad you didn’t, though. Do you still feel sick?”
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“A little, but- it’s not as bad as earlier,” Clay said, exhaling softly. “I think I just made myself sick with worry, y’know?”
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“Yeah, that’s fair,” George said softly, nodding.
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Clay nodded a little, exhaling softly.
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“Do you want anything?” George asked softly. “I’ve got a sandwich if you want it.”
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Clay grimaced, a sick look appearing on his face. “No, that might make me actually hurl right now,” he muttered resting his head on George’s shoulder.
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“Did you have any of your dinner?” George whispered, resting his head against Clay’s.
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“Yeah- My mom practically forced me to eat it all,” Clay muttered, his hands shaking again.
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“Okay, yeah, it’s okay,” George said softly, squeezing Clays hand. “Why do you dislike eating so much? Is it like, a mental thing, or? You don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to-“
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“I- I need some sort of c-control in my f---ing l-life-“ Clay spoke shakily, squeezing his eyes shut.
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“Oh, right, sorry,” George said softly. “I- Clay, I don’t think it’s like, only that reason. I get you were probably panicking over your mom, too, but I think you might kinda use skipping meals as like… a punishment for yourself?”
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“I-“ Clay exhaled shakily, knowing George was all too right about that. “M-Maybe a little…”
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“Yeah, it’s okay to realize that, I’ve been there, Clay,” George whispered, rubbing his boyfriend hand with his thumb. “And I’ll help you. You’re not alone-“
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Clay nodded, tears filling his eyes. He let go of George’s hand and hugged onto him, burying his face in his shoulder.
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