~ summer camp - full of secrets ~
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Thread Topic: ~ summer camp - full of secrets ~
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Connor watched Evan for a moment, pulling his hand back. “Evan, can you look around and tell me five things you see?” He asked, watching him with a small smile. “I- I know, it seems dumb and overused, but it helps, trust me.”
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Evan took a shaky breath, nodding a little. He glanced around, pulling a little as his fingers. “Uh- The- the sink, the ti- tile, the door- uh- um, you- you and your bracelet,” he said, taking a deep breath afterwards and reaching up to rub his eyes.
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“Good, good,” Connor said softly, hesitantly resting his hand on Evan’s knee. “Can you name 4 things you can feel?”
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Evan quickly glanced down at Connor’s hand. “Um, you- your hand. My hand- my pulse-“ he paused for a moment, his hands starting to shake again. “s---, I can’t think of another one-“
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“It’s okay, hun,” Connor said with a small smile, offering his hand to Evan. “Take your time~”
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Evan watched Connor for a second, glancing at his hand and hesitantly taking it in his own. He thought for a moment, feeling stupid. “Oh! The- the floor. I can feel the floor.”
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Connor chuckled, gently rubbing Evan’s hand with his thumb. “That’s good,” he said, smiling at his boyfriend. “Can you tell me three things you can hear right now?”
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“Ye-yeah, uhm,” Evan paused, his shaking hands settling slightly in Connor’s. “You- I can hear you. I can hear- my heartbeat,” he took a deep breath, glancing around and hearing voices outside. “No- no no no no no, s---, I can hear my kids-“
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“f---- s---, what- what do I do?” He asked, taking the fam down with her.
(i’m so tired lol) -
(what does the fam down with her mean?? 😭)
“I- I dunno- uh- lock the bathroom door, quick,” Evan whispered, getting up himself and wiping his tears away. He quietly shut the door, locking it and leaning against it.
(and i get that
maybe you should head to bed lmao) -
(PFFT- idfk what i was typing i was abt to pass out XDDD
Connor asked, looking around in panic.**)
Connor exhaled softly, watching Evan for a moment.
(lol yeah, probably-) -
(lmaoooo
go to bedddd
we can rp in the morning lol)
Evan pulled at his fingers again, his joints cracking quietly. He glanced over, seeing the razor in the sink and flinching. He took a deep breath, squeezing his eyes shut and walking back over to Connor. -
(but i don’t wannaaaaaa- lol
i’ll go to sleep in a bit, i think)
Connor stood, watching Evan. “Are you feeling any better? You wanna talk?” -
(you should lmao)
“No,” Evan said softly, wrapping his shaking hands around Connor’s waist and hiding his face on his boyfriend’s neck. “But I don’t know what there is to talk about, I dunno what happened-“ -
Connor nodded, hugging Evan close. “Hey, I totally get it- I get anxiety attacks out of nowhere all the time, I relapse like this without knowing why. You don’t need to apologize or anything, okay?”
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