MxM?
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"I am tired of everything," he answered with a groan, rubbing his eyes. Later on the night, Emerson was prepared to head out to the gym to practice some. That late at night, it was only open for visitors who were comfortable with working out without someone supervising. This was where the membership card allowed him some leniency that the other men and women didn't receive unless they paid for the same card. Xander had said that he needed to get his emotions out somehow, and that seemed like the best choice for someone on his situation, someone who wanted to pummel another like a ravenous beast. He wasn't a frightening individual, but when Emerson grew into a fury, he was no person to pester. He glanced at the hand on his shoulder and allowed for a small smile to appear across his lips.
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care_bear19 Novice"I know Em" Xander said, and he hugged the other boy. His heart fluttered lightly as he felt the heat radiating from Emerson. He wanted Emerson to be okay,and hoped that he had at least helped the other boy a little. He realized his head wasn't foggy anymore and he could finally think somewhat normally. His headache had dimmed to a slight throb, but bearable.
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Emerson took advantage of the hug by wrapping his arms around the boy once again. The feeling of the warmth resonating from the other boy's body filled his heart with flutters of joy. He exhaled deeply m blinking away tears. "I just feel like everything is eventually going to crumble to dust but there's no way of preventing it. I don't want to fall again, but I feel it coming."
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care_bear19 Novice;-; The feels bro))
Xander tightened his grip on the other boy. "I won't let you Em. I'm always here, maybe it feels like it, but you aren't alone" he said. Despite the serious conversation they were having, Xander couldn't help the blush that crept up his face at the closeness of the other boy. He rubbed Emerson's back, hoping to sooth him. He finally felt normal again, and his headache was starting to disappear completely. -
yes such feels
Emerson heaved in frustration with himself and his actions. "I need you to keep me grounded so that I don't crumble, okay? Promise me you can do that." He clenched his jaw, his eyes locked on the wall opposite to him. The sentimental value of the conversation was at an all time high for the boy, as when he stayed to himself, he never had the chance to experience situations such as that. -
care_bear19 NoviceXander pulled back slightly and made Emerson look at him. "I promise, Em" he said. Xander hoped that Em believed his words. He had felt Emerson tighten up and knew this was a hard conversation for the brunette to have. He looked into the boy's icy blue eyes and felt his heart flutter again. He shook it off, focusing again on the importance of the conversation.
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Emerson opened his mouth in order to say another slur of negative words, but he found himself speechless when he made eye contact with Xander. He felt himself becoming lost in the other's green orbs. The boy being presented to him was perfect in his opinion, and he only wished that he was capable of explaining his true feelings. The worst part of himself, he believed, was his inability express himself properly. This prevented him from becoming friends with people that he would have enjoyed.
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care_bear19 NoviceWhen Emerson said nothing, Xander's mind began to wander. He again got pulled into the icy tides of Emersons eyes, feeling his stomach fill with butterflies. He couldn't understand why it taken him so long to realize how he felt about Emerson. He had always thought the other boy was perfect, even if he got down on himself. His eyes flicked from Emerson's eyes to his lips and back. His breathing hitched when he realized they were so close, arms still loosely around each other, and he felt a blush creep up his cheeks.
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The time felt right, the atmosphere was set, and Emerson was prepared to reveal his true emotions towards Xander. He leaned in slightly, and something felt totally cliche, but he didn't appear to mind. He paused when he was nearly nose to nose with the other, and clenched his jaw tightly in anticipation of what was going occur in the next few seconds. He assumed Xander would understand what he was attempting to initiate. He waited for this.
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care_bear19 NoviceXander's eyes widened when Emerson leaned in, his blush darkening. Did Emerson really want to kiss him?!? His mind blanked when their noses touch and Xander closed his eyes, leaning the rest of the way in, his lips softly touching the other boys. Xander felt a small spark whe their lips touch, and his heart skipped more than once. He was kissing Emerson! His best friend, who he had just admitted he was gay too! His inner self was so overly happy and nervous. He hoped he hadn't read the sign wrongs as he waited for Em to react.
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The moment that he was able to feel Xander's lips against his own, his heart pounded only a bit quicker. He deepened the kiss by only a tiny bit, overjoyed that he had finally received the chance to perform the act of love. He only hoped that Xander was doing this without the influence of the drug that had been dropped into his drink. Emerson placed a hand on Xander's knee in order to support himself.
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care_bear19 NoviceXander felt Emerson kiss back, deepening it and putting a hand on his knee. He relaxed into the kiss, happy Emerson didn't freak out on him. He couldn't believe this was actually happening, that a guy like Emerson would even look his was, let alone kiss him. He put a hand on Emerson's chest to brace himself, as his stomach filled with butterflies.
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Within a matter of a few more seconds, he pulled away, somewgat short of breath over what had taken place. The first thing that he did was apologize, and stood up. He stared down at him with worry dancing about in his blue orbs.
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care_bear19 NoviceXander made a confused face at Emerson. Had Emerson not wanted to kiss him? "Don't apologise... I want to... I-I should have asked before I assumed you did too" he stammered out, and rubbed the back of his neck. His face heated up as he blushed. He couldn't help the sickening feeling the crept up inside of him knowing he had made Em uncomfortable. He had thought Em leaned in... Maybe he was wrong. He mentally beat himself up for assuming.
Its fine)) -
"I'm sorry. I just really wanted to do that. Are you okay?" For some reason, this bubbling guilt was eating at him. What if Xander had not been okay with the kiss? He would feel disgusting, dirty, even, especially with the person being Xander. He never wanted to make him uncomfortable and upset, he just needed to do it, it seemed.
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