MxM?
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Thread Topic: MxM?
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care_bear19 NoviceXander sighed lightly, knowing the other was trying to change the subject. His heart clenched and he slightly considered telling Emerson, but he didn't want to upset the boy more. It wasn't his fault he didn't feel the same, and he didn't want Emerson thinking that it was. "Just, my.. uhm, mother. I don't want her getting hurt." he studdered. It wasn't a total lie, he was worried about his mother, but it wasn't the whole truth either. He felt a pang of guilt shot through him about lying. "It's nothing" he said, looking at the other teen.
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Emerson apologized quietly. "I'm sorry you've been having problems. I wish I could help. Will you tell me what your dad did to your face? You can't keep saying things are nothing. Tell me. I want to help." He inhaled a deep breath, staring at Xander carefully as to try and determine whether or not he'd tell the truth. He wanted to be made aware of what was going on in Xander's home. He wanted to help. He wanted to feel like he was really helping.
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care_bear19 NoviceXander looked at the boy. "Maybe you should take you own advice, Em. You do the same thing I do." Xander said and looked down at his hands. He sighed lightly. "My parents have been argueig a lot lately. They were argueing today, I don't know what about but, my dad raised his hand to hit my mom and I jumped in front of her. He yelled at me and stormed off." He said. He used to cry about, when he was younger, but after 17 years he sorta've became numb to it all. He wasn't even worried abut himself, he was worried about his siblings and his mother. His younger brother, Tony, had been acting out lately. Which of course made his father lash out more. He looked up at Emerson, his blue eyes sparkling lightly.
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Emerson was taken a back by some of Xander's words. The first thing that angered him was the information that he had been struck by his own father. This kind of thing almost always upset him to another level. He examined the eyes of the other, his lips peeled back in a fit of upset. He apologized for the actions that Xander's father had performed. He reached forward and pat Xander's shoulder comfortingly, sighing. "Has he done this often?"
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care_bear19 NoviceXander looked away and bit his lip. "Yes. Only me though. Sometimes he tries to lash out at everone else but, I usually jump in. He normally only comes after m though." he admitted. He hated that he sounded so weak, he should defend himself but he couldn't bring himself to hurt anyone. His chewed lightly on his bottom lip.
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Emersn felt a pain in his heart, and he leaned forward. "Xander, that's horrible. You can't just let him push you around like that." He knew what he was saying was hypocritical, but he need to say it to Xander. Even if he couldn't do much himself, he wanted to make it so Xander had the ability to. "Maybe you could come to a boxing class with me."
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care_bear19 NoviceXander shook his head, and tears pooled in his eyes. "I don't want to hurt people. I can't. I'm weak." he said and put his head in his hands. He hated that he was crying again. He should be focusing on Emerson, not himself. He felt guilt shoot through him again at his own selfishness. He rubbed his face, and tried to pull himself together. "I can handle it, Em. I promise." He knew he was lying again.
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"No, no. You're very strong even if you don't see it yet. You can put yourself up to so many things." He ruffled the other boy's hair lovingly. "You're announcement was really brave, by the way, I'm happy for you." He was quiet after that, as he realized that he had never opened up about his sexuality to anyone besides his mother. As he'd known who he was when he was 13, he had just enough time to tell her. She fully supported him, and even spoke of walking him down the aisle and loving whoever he fell in love with. His mother had such a bright outlook on him but it fell when she passed away.
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your omg
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care_bear19 NoviceXander smiled lightly and fixed his hair. "So... it doesn't chnage anything?" he asked tilting his head slightly. He was glad Emerson was starting to act like himself again, but still worried about him. He didn't want anything to change either, although the other boy didn't seem hesitant to touch.. er.. bad train of thought. Hug, he corrected himself. Although, Em didn't hesitate to hug Xander, he wondered if that was just because his emotions were high, and his brain was clouded. He didn't want to lose Emerson. He wanted to be there for him, to be with him. His last thought half-shocked him. One part of his brain said "Holy s---" and the other half was like, "Well, duh". He focused his attention back on the blue eyed boy in front of him.
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"Why the hell would it change anything?" he replied with a small laugh. He stared into Xander's eyes with a caring expression painting his face. The boy stood, putting out a hand for Xander to take. He wanted to get back to the party because he came with Xander, and it seemed as though he had wanted to come so badly. He smiled with his teeth showing for the first time in a while, waiting for the other to use him to get up. On the inside, he felt horrible, disgusting even, but on the outside, he appeared happy and healthy. He wouldn't allow for Xander to try and help anymore, he would figure it out himself.
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care_bear19 NoviceXander smiled lightly and took Emerson's hand, pulling himself up. He felt sparks run up his arm and he put his hands in Emerson's. As he stood though, he felt extremely dizzy and he fell onto Emerson. His vision got blurry and black around the edges and he felt as if he want to run around and sleep all at the same time. "W-wha the hell was-s in dat cup" Xander slurred lightly. He remembered the guy that hd given his a drink earlier and realized now, there musg've been something in it.
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Emerson yelled in shock and supported Xander in keeping him up. He heard what the other male slurrwd off and spat, "Who gave you a drink? What did he look like? Did he had blonde hair and green eyes? Tall?" This was the description to the guy that he had been searching for earlier in the night. If it turned out to be him, he would definitely explode in a fit of anger and mania. He absolutely despised the idea of someone doing anything to go against Xander. The boxing classes would finally come in handy.
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care_bear19 NoviceXander smiled lightly "Heh.. sounds like.. m-me" he said and giggled lightly. He half-nodded saying that yes it was that guy, and stood some. He rubbed his head, which felt like it had a million bees buzzing around. Xander had never been much of a drinker so, even this little bit of alcohol plus the mystery pills, made him extremely incoherent. He focused on Emerson and smiled big, feeling the alcohol warm in him. "Yeah, t-that guy" he slurred "You are pe-..pretty hot, Em" he said. He suddenly felt extremely tired and didn't really understand what was happening. He sat on the bed and blinked twice, looking up at Emerson.
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"Yeah, but that guy is ugly." Emerson tilted his head in confusion at Xander's actions. Whatever Patrick, the boy in question, had given him, would most likely wear off. He had witnessed the teenager perform the same thing numerous times with unsuspecting victims. It was more of a thing for fun. Emerson sat by Xander on the bed, and pat his knee gently when he received the sudden compliment. "Thank you, Xander. You're pretty good looking yourself, but I'm gonna need you too relax so whatever he gave you can wear off." Though Emerson internally ate the compliment up like a shark to chum, he would never take advantage of Xander in this mental and physical state. Emerson bit down on his lip, examining the other boy carefully. He would have to be positive that the side effects of the alcohol and anything else were completely gone before he would even consider taking Xander home on the motorcycle. At that point in time, it wasn't safe and the dark-haired teen knew it.
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