MY HEART-
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Thread Topic: MY HEART-
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This is painful))
Horatio: -His eyes widened- .....Y-you do...? -He wasn't sure of how to feel at this moment. Honestly the only emotion that was coarsing through him was betrayal- Yet.... You already have someone new..... -
(Twisted's a b---- we need to burn him at the stake)
Yes, I do. You're my Angel Boy, after all.
*opens them, looking back*
*softly*
I couldn't take it. You were gone, and you never came back. And I was trying to wait. And then, some.. Really bad things happened, a lot of people died, and I.. Nn. I can't say all of this without telling you everything. Are you okay with a nice, long story? -
Horatio: -Sighs- Alright. Tell me.
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*moves, sitting on table*
Well, let's go back to the night you left. The kids totally bailed on me. So I ate cereal, because you know. Stress eating is nice. And then, I was trying to think of ways I could get you back. But.. You never CAME back. So I forgot about that. I didn't forget you, but I thought I'd never see you again. So, I lived my life with my friend Harley and his wife Angel. It was like that, for a long time, until.. His wife got in bed with her old husband. It was just a one night stand, you know. Harley.. Didn't care. But Angel, now, she flipped. And so she thought she could erase her memory.
*sighs, rubbing forehead*
She summoned a demon. Not like me, mind you. A f---ing beastly thing. It got her pregnant, and then ate the whole f---ing dimension. She, and her family, are gone. But I don't care about that. The point is.. The child she had, Rasheen, he's Harley's boy. And.. Well, okay. The kid hated me. Hated. I'm similar to his kind, you see, and that.. Made him feel, I dunno. Bad. But we had hate sex. And then we did it again. And again. And before I knew it, I didn't hate him. I.. I liked him. A lot. And then, we.. Started calling each other boyfriend. Wanna know the ironic thing? -
Horatio: ........ -At a lost of words. Hearing the last parts of that story felt like knives were being stuck in to his heart. His hand was shaking a bit, possibly with anger, jealousy, or sadness. But he tried to keep his composer- Hm...?
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..He asked me if I dated anyone. And I said something about you. And suddenly, you're back.
*laughs, shaking head*
*sighs again*
I really am sorry, Horatio. Had I known.. I would have never. But can you blame me? I waited for months for you to show back up, to say something. I know I'm probably killing you now, but do you know how I felt? I only have one child that talks to me now. The rest all hate me. All I can do is rely on Rasheen for company. I'm sure you have tons of angel friends. You didn't wage war against your kind like I did. I've been alone. It's not fun. We screwed each other over. -
Horatio: -He took a deep breath- ....I want to say no. But I also want to say yes. I wouldn't have left if you didn't just- lie...! While I was gone, I just stayed secluded. I was mad... Depressed, and wanted to just be alone. I didn't have any friends with me during that time. It was all just.... Me. Would how I felt come in to the equation....? I bet you even told him you loved him... Right? -Covers his face with his hands- God, I'm an idiot.....
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*wide eyes*
*opens mouth, shutting it*
*then opens it again*
I know.. I know, I know how stupid it was for me to lie. I know I should have told you all of the people I was with.. And yes, it would have. But I.. I truly thought you hated me and wanted nothing to do with me. I.. I never thought for a second you were hurting just as bad. Yeah, I have told Rasheen I love him. But I.. I don't think.. I don't think I can love anyone as much as I love you.
*slips off the table, moving over to him*
*slowly*
You aren't the idiot. I am. And I don't plan to beg for forgiveness, no matter how hard I really want to. You deserve better. So if you don't want to wait for me to talk to Rasheen about this, if you can't stand me which I'm positive you can't, maybe.. It'd be best if you find someone else. I don't deserve you. And you should be happy, not being upset over a man whore like me.. Maybe you should take Travis as company. He hates me. -
Horatio: -He kept his face cover. He was holding back his tears. Though, he couldn't contain them. The angel hung his head and began to cry-
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H-Horatio? Aww, Angel boy, don't cry. Don't..
*pulls him into a hug, eyes watering*
*whispers*
I'm just so tired of hurting you. I love you so much and I'm hurting you. You're crying because of me. This is all my fault and nothing will fix it. But don't cry.. Please.. Or else--
*BREAKS INTO SOBS*
*pulls away, backing up*
*screams*
I'm sorry! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! T-This is all my fault! You didn't deserve this! I'm a w-whore, okay!? I'm an idiot. I'm the f---ing v-vision of the devil. Why did you love me? I could have saved you all of that pain.. All of it.. I-I'm.. Sorry..
*slinks down, extending claws*
*digs into face, trying to tear skin off oh dear* -
DARK STOP))
Horatio: -He continued to cry. And this was something he rarely see did so you know he's in a lot of pain. He moved his hands away from his eyes a few moments after Twisted extended his claws and dug them in his face. His eyes widened and he kneeled down in front of him, he grabbed on to his wrist and pulled, trying to remove his claws from his face- -
(naaah let's just make Twisted throw a demonic tantrum)
*hisses at him, digging them in further*
*tears down slightly, before giving up and letting him pull his hands away from his face*
*kinda f---ed up his nerves tho so he can't really speak*
*in Horatio's mind*
Why're you stopping me? You should be laughing. You should be happy I'm punishing myself for hurting you.. All of the emotional pain you went through. I should ruin this stupid body in exchange for what I've done for you. Let me do it. Let me do it!
*suddenly yanks hands back*
*and starts clawing up arms, kinda sobbing hysterically while doing so* -
Horatio: T-Twisted! -He holds on to his wrist again in another attempt to pull them away- No! I don't want you to hurt yourself! -He started tearing up again. This time he felt terrible about what Twisted is doing to himself- P-please! Stop.... -His voice started fading out a bit before he whispered to him- I'm begging you....
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Twisted: *struggles against him, choking back sobs* If you won't let me hurt myself, kill me. Please. I can't live knowing what I did to you. I can't.
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Horatio: What?! I-I can't kill you... I don't want you to die...! Please, Twisted.... -Still using a lot if his strength to move his hands away-
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