Roleplay anyone?
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Thread Topic: Roleplay anyone?
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"Promise me you'll never do it again," Evan says softly while rubbing his thumb carefully over her scars and newer cuts. He felt as if he was shaking but on the outside he was still as a rock. "Never again."
Grace sat down next to Zane and she felt awkward. She didn't know what to do. The love of her life was in such emotional pain and she couldn't do a damn about it, this made her feel helpless and a little worthless to him. -
:3 But wtf Evan
Enya felt his mood shift and her scars rubbed over. She pulled away from his chest with a frown. "You know I can't just do that." She wanted to jerk her wrist away but couldn't find the strength to do it.
Zane wished he could take his mother's place, take whatever punishment she was receving. It wasn't like he hadn't been through it once before. What would a second time do? This was hurting him more than the bleach over his wounds. -
He should know that you can't just quit cutting. o.O
"I know it's hard, I know," Evan says lowly. He couldn't make himself meet her eyes, he just physically couldn't. He felt that he'd break down if he looked at her. "But I love you, and I hate to see you feel bad enough to do this to yourself. You're not alone in this Enya... I-I'm here for you."
Grace looked over at Zane. She folded her arms in her lap, the scars on her arms showing the words that had been cut into her skin. She didn't care if anyone saw them anymore. "I love you," Grace says smally. -
I even know that O.o
"I know you are, and I'm thankful but-" Her voice cracked and she had to choke down a sob. "I can't just..it's addicting. My body craves it a little more every day.." Her eyes teared, and she looked into her lap, in shame. She let her hair cover an eye.
"I..love you too." Silent tears dripped down his cheeks when he began talking. Any small action was painful for Zane now, and he couldn't handle. -
damn hard enough for me. ._.
"Enya, you're beautiful and I love you so much that it hurts sometimes," Evan starts, his voice cracking horribly. "But you don't have to hurt yourself anymore. You have people who care, people who are here for you now. Baby, please don't cut."
(listens to "baby don't cut")
Grace slowly wrapped her arms around Zane's neck and pulled him in close for a hug. "I know it hurts... but it's going to be alright," Grace whispered. -
I know..-.O
Somewhere in Enya, there was a fire that burned. She found it, and looked into his eyes, her voice had a certain edge to it now. "What makes my scars more important than yours? Why do you concern my problems, more than your own?"
(never heard it but)
"We hope." Zane added, in a hardly audible whisper. His voice was shaky, along with his hands. More tears, hot, burning and fresh, slid down his face. -
(It's kind of a sad song...)
"Because I care about you more than myself," Evan retorts. "And I'd give my life for you because I love you." Evan finally looked up, finding a little more strength that was hiding deep down inside himself.
Grace was about to say something but she stopped herself. She didn't know what to say to that. "I'd rather hope for something that seems helpless than give in," she says after a while. -
(sounds like it)
"Well," She rolled his sleeve up, in turn. Enya traced his scars, frowning at them. She raised an eyebrow and looked up to him, "You never needed to do this, either." Enya said gently, her hair still covering one of her brown eyes.
"I suppose your right." Zane wasn't sure if he was saying this to reassure her, himself, or if it was an honest statement. -
(the chorus is amazing though)
"I know... I know," Evan says softly. He took a deep breath. "But I'll stop for you. I swear, no matter how hard it is for me..." Evan doubted the words he was saying a little.
Grace tried to smile when Zane said this but it faded away quickly. "I could think of a million quotes to tell you right now," Grace states because that was the only thing that came to her mind. -
(i bet)
Enya reached out the other hand and brushed some of his dark hair away from his blue eye. She smiled a small bit, her eye tearing.
Zane made a small 'Hm.' Noise, and somehow managed a smile. "Like what?" He asked, genuinely curious. -
Evan managed a small smile as he looked deeper into her eyes. "I swear I'll try," he whispers softly; he still doubted himself greatly though.
The small smile returned on Graces face. "I don't know If you've seen the movie or not but... Hope is the only thing stronger than fear," Grace says. -
Lalaala
"I know." Enya answered, feeling her heart swell a bit. "I will too, but, let's not talk about this right now, hm?" The last thing she wanted to do was to ruin the perfectly good moment they had paused.
"The Hunger Games?" Zane asked quietly. "I read the book and saw trailer so.." Zane grinned, "So that counts." -
falalalala
Evan nodded, thinking about how it was stupid of him to ruin a perfectly good moment like that. "Alright," he agreed softly.
Grace laughed a little. "Yes, that does count," she answers. Hope Grace thinks. That might just be the death of me someday... -
Mhmm
Enya tackled him, and rolled over to his side. She found that happy, childish energy inside of her again. She plastered his cheek with multiple kisses, doing her best to ignore the dark thoughts in her head. They were dark, believe me. Mainly thoughts on mistakes, things she could do better, her flaws, her wrist, her past, kidnapping, dogs, whips, bleach, and knives. -
f--- forgot Zane
"It'd better, because otherwise I'd be f---ed." Zane proclaimed, wrapping an arm around her shoulder, finding happiness and light in the darkness of his mind. He desperately wanted to escape his mind, but acting like those thoughts weren't there was second best.
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