Lately I've been feeling like the little girl people protect
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Thread Topic: Lately I've been feeling like the little girl people protect
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The sensitive b---- that can't take what life throws at her and needs to be wrapped in the embrace of her little bubble, shut off from the world because she can't handle it.
I've been crying myself to sleep everynight because I'm scared. Nothing in particular, just scared.
Maybe it's because I've only three and a half more years until I'm an adult and expected to be on my own, maybe it's because people I love could drop dead any minute, maybe it's because of all the horrors of the world, and maybe it's because there's little to no chance of me meeting any of the best people to come into my life in person.
I just feel so small and helpless all of the sudden and I really, really need a hug but the only being that can give me one is my cat. If I just ask one of my family member they'll ask why and they won't just take "because" for an answer. I don't think I'm ready to talk to them about this yet.
Now that I go over this, it makes almost no sense. -
That happens to me, and I hate explaining to family members.
I've got three and a half years myself, and I can't believe that four years after that, I'm going to be a freaking engineer and probably on my own.
*does some sort of weird virtual hug thing*
It will be fine. -
It's daunting .-. So close. *given weird virtual hug thing* Probably will, just doesn't seem like it from this angle.
Once I feel I can talk to my family about it, I'll probably ask my mom if I can get counseling :/ It might help with the emotional stress and whatnot. -
Counselling would probably be a good idea. Take your time though, there's no rush. *huggles* I know how you feel. :c Everything will be alright in the end, if it's not alright, it's not the end.
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Aw Hatty, I know exactly how you feel. :o It's normal.
The weird thing with me, I've noticed, is only about a year ago I still had the mentality of a kid. I never really thought how I was becoming an adult, and all the responsibilities that come with it until I turned 17. We all grow up too damn fast. It's like you're thrusted into the world, after living the life you've known since forever.
That's why I always tell those younger than me not to rush it. It goes by too fast. o3o
Look at me, talking like my brother now. xD
My point is, it's completely natural how you're feeling, dear. I want you to feel better. Counselling can help get things out, to tell someone what you're feeling. It helped me quite a bit, though it doesn't solve everything. The world's hard, but the point is to be with the people you love and that love you. Life's long, and I know you'll be with those people. I believe it's definitely not impossible for us all to meet someday. I would love that. I still wish for our village to happen. xD It'd be beautiful.
*huggles* I don't know if my words helped at all, but just know that we love you, and we're here for you through it all. :3 -
You'll be an AWESOME engineer! If you're gonna be an awesome engineer, you're probably going to do JUST FINE on your own!! Good luck! *hugs* ;)
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@Sage Are you talking to me? I don't think she said she wants to be an engineer...
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