What am I suppose to do......
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Thread Topic: What am I suppose to do......
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I need SOMETHING....anything!!....that can be mine. I want to pierce my ears, my nose, my mom: NO. I want a pet snake (not just to rebel against my parents phobia of them, but because I LOVE snakes), my mom and dad: HELL to the NO. I want to dye my hair: f---ING to the HELL to the NO. I can't do anything!!!! I can't even go to the mall with friends without an adult coming with. -.- I feel so caged in. I want to just run down my run and back instead of on the treadmill but I get, "You'll get kidnapped!" UGH. Stop being so over-protetive, or whatever you are...old?
I play sports to let out my energy, but all these rules and cheers and obligations and respect to players and coaches- Why can't I just say HAHA when the other team fails? Or say THAT SUCKED ASS when obviously it did suck ass? Instead I have to filter it to: Great try! Better luck next time! *high five*
...SHOOT ME. Everything has rules and consequences and CRAP, CRAP, CRAP that it drowns me in. I can't write a short story or poem for literature about how I truly feel without the conselous being played in or the teacher alerting the state or whatever she's obligated to do.
Seriously, teens feel rage and depression and unjustified self-confidence and uncontrollable bouts of giggle fits and happiness- and we can't let that out anywhere. Sports: eh, they're okay if you want to be constantly yelling your vocal chords out and giving good cheer all the time. My school does not have arts: Nothing related to it. Except for the reflections program with always has stupid themes: My favorite place... Beauty is...
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"I can't write a short story or poem for literature about how I truly feel without the conselous being played in or the teacher alerting the state or whatever she's obligated to do."
f--- the rules, there are no rules in art, it's about expression.
As for the rest, I can relate, but sometmes it's good to break the rules and not give a s---, take it from me: someone who's come close to breaking the law. -
*Conselous is suppose to be conselor.
And yes, I TOTALLY f---ING AGREE!! There should be no rules, but schools are like corsets for your mind: They squeeze your mind in and dont let it get out. If I feel depressed, let me let it out >:O
And I am a teenager! I guess I should be breaking rules, because this is the only time when the consequences aren't so serious. -
you found the reason why I draw, sing, or anything artistic xP because there are NO rules in the art world, I get to express myself and not give a f---.
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If only the other billions of tight-ass pricks out there could figure that out >:/
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