I feel so horribly helpless.
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Thread Topic: I feel so horribly helpless.
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I feel like I'm going to fail all my classes. Probably not elective and PE, but I feel like the rest I'm going to get an F. I'm so far behind and I feel like someone's grabbing me by the neck and choking me so I can't get by this minor obstacle.
Everyone I love is leaving me. Mary wants to leave to New York after college, Matt is an army son so he's leaving as well, and Jon plans to join the army after his last year of school, which is next year. He wants to become a citizen afterward. I cried and told him not to go, but all he did was swat me away and tell me that he had to do it for himself and his new country.
I don't want him to die, guys. He's trying to join next summer. I can't lose him. They're probably going to ship him off to Mexico and then those druggies are going to shoot him because he's blonde. ;~;
I feel so lost. I'm overreacting. I feel like everything around me is fading. I feel so desperate that I've been fighting off the urge to go outside and scream at God.
Please you guys.. I've been crying for the last past hour because I feel so hopeless. I talked to my old teacher and she had to listen to me cry about how I was going to fail in life. She couldn't respond but say "Things get worse before they get better."
But I have no more hope that I can come up with by myself. I just want someone to comfort me now.
Please help me.. I don't want this to happen. No matter how much I push myself, life pushes stronger than me. I have no more strength anymore.. -
*hugs Alice*
I have been struggling in school for the past 6 years. The fact is that things actually do get easier. :) all we have to do is go with it.
Mary is a grown woman who can choose her own life. I'm sure you'd see her again. How could she stay away from someone as wonderful as you Alice?
I live in an army community and I know what it's like to lose friends to the military. All we can do is be happy for them and let them know they'll always be in our hearts. It's tough, but they need your strength now more than ever.
*Hugs Alice again* It's okay to cry. Crying means you're feeling anything at all. Crying means you're human. -
*HUGGLES TIGHT* Oh Alice, first off let me say that you will not fail at life. You're such a lovely and talented person and you make my day brighter always. I'm not just saying this to make you feel better, it's the truth.
Also, I am so sorry to hear about your loved ones leaving. I wish I could help make Jon stay, because I know how much one sacrifices when they join armed forces. I'm always praying for you guys, and that means a lot in my beliefs. I can't stand the idea of any of you getting hurt. So all my love and care is sent to you all.
I wish I could be there and hug you. I hate distance. But at least know I'm here and I care so much. -
Thank you guys so much. I wish I oculd say more than just that, you guys have helped me tons with how much you seem to care about me.
I've been feeling so let down these few weeks and all this crap going on in my life isn't making it any better. It's like a carousel. It keeps going around and around but you can't get off it until it makes a stop.
I hope I can catch up with everything and go with the flow. It'll take time, though..
I hate to say goodbye to those I love. I won't see my nephews anymore, nor my friends, worst of all, my angel. But they're at the age where they decide what they do, and I can't say anything against it. You guys are so right.
I just have to remember that they're in my hearts, dead or alive.
I love you guys. You care about me more than my own parents do. I wish I weren't such a burden.
I guess I have no reason to hold back a cry, now.. -
*death huggles* it's okay to cry.
We all feel like we will fail in life, everyone does. This year I struggled to get straight A's and literally almost broke down crying and e.t.c, point is, you're not alone on that part. Be happy you're advanced in math, math can be very tough and hard.
As for Jon, dude I'm sorry :\ Maybe he's doing it for the best, and about Mary, what Ork said, she won't leave her little sister behind.
I'm sorry if nothing I'm saying is helpful... -
You're never a burden hun. You one of my bestest friends. I know how much it hurts and I wish you didn't have to go through it. :\
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jon** not job i totally ruined the whole speech Dx
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"That loved one you lost is blowing raspberries at life because life can't touch them anymore."
You don't know how much I started bawling at that again Ting. It just reminds me so much of my bros. They were such happy people, and now as they rest I can imagine them doing just that.
I still can't call you without feeling horrible. I don't need to cause you any costs of any kind, may you be able to pay it or not. I can wait for anytime you can do it. ;~;
Your comment made me feel so much better Ting, hell, all of you guys helped so much. Lil, Ork, Ana.
You guys care so much, and it's hard to believe that I'm not a burden. But I guess thats what friends do. They stick with each other.
I love you all. I don't know how many times I have said it. I know you guys are right and I.. I just can't thank you guy properly.
*HUGS ALL OF YOU AND CRIES* -
*hugs Vege some more* life is hard, but just hang in there, trust me it will okay at the end, and if it's not okay, then it's not the end, know that the pain makes you a stronger person in life :)
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*GROUPS HUGS EVERYONE* We loves you too. :)
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*hugs everyone back again*
I love you all with every ounce of my heart. ;~; -
Because its true isn't it? life can no longer f--- with them any longer
5 bucks isnt any difference, i can afford.
*HUGGLES BACK* YOUR HAPPINESS IS ALL THE THANKS I'LL EVER NEED -
*jumps in and gets some of that hug action*
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What they all said (sorry I can't come up with a good speech)
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