DDD; I don't ever want to feel that way again....
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Thread Topic: DDD; I don't ever want to feel that way again....
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Okay, so this is like a vent...
I had this big blow-out with my parents last week. It was about really stupid stuff, like how they wouldn't allow me to buy Henna (which I finally talked them into) or dye my hair (:/ Big NO on that one...FOREVER). I don't really remember how it happened, but we were yelling at each other over nothing, and I ran outside to be alone, and I got this insanely depressed feeling.
I know how it feels now.
When people say they're depressed, I get it.
And it was only for a couple hours, but just being hated by my parents like that, it made me want to die...I mean literally, die. Suicide briefly went through my mind, as wimpy as that sounds.
I GET IT NOW
I get how those cyber-bully victims feel, or the kids who get bullied at school. How they think death is the only option when everything else seems so impossible.
I had no one to talk to at that time. My sister was at a friends, my computer was broken, my pets don't even understand, I don't understand myself...
I don't want that for anyone. I just thought I'd vent. Sorry -
I had something like that last week but no one mad at me exactly I was just very stressed. And I have had the feeling when no one loves me :( if you had a b---- as a sister like I do you would get it alot :/
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Thinking of suicide isn't wimpy.
Going around saying "OMGZZ DOODS IF YOU DON'T LOVE ME I'LL KILL MYSELF" or actually doing it, is. -
Agreed. And I'm not wimpy :D
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What Appa said, and I kind of can relate to you, Sisi.
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Wierdly, I'm glad I haven't been the only one who's felt this way. Which is selfish of me, because I don't want anyone to, but it's just like a reassurance. That you pplz can relate xD I hope I'm making some sense
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You are. I'm like that
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I felt like that today.
The worst feeling ever... -
My mom called me the "Depressed Kid" and said I was bring her down.
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@leah I'm sorry. Trust me, it'll get better! I know it doesn't seem like it, but you have to remember that these b----es around you don't mean anything. Thats what I told myself. My advice sux, I know.
@Madi D: She don't know nothing! Your one of the best people I know! She can stfu. My mom says stuff like that to me too, like Im not social enough, I'm not adventerous enough.
But they can all suck it because you is who you is, and thats all you can be. -
No offense, but not being able to dye your hair isn't depression. That's just a bit of sadness.
Until you know what it feels like to have your family rant you out on how much they hate you or have no friends, then you can say you're depressed.
But I'm sorry that happened to you :\ I hate having fights with my parents. -
Im sorry TBK.
@Sisi:Shes partly right. I dont laugh a lot. -
don't compare yourself to wimps.
but what kaitie said :P
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