One day I'll die
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Thread Topic: One day I'll die
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If I die soon, my family's life would be way better. The don't want me, I can tell. I'm nothing but a punch bag to yell at. I just want to live a day where I'm dead and see how my family will react. They make me want to die. But I have friends and other people who actually care about me. So I'm not going to give up on my hope because of how my family treats me. I'll grow up, go to college, get a job, and possibly raise a family. One thing for sure, I will never make my child feel the way I've been feeling my whole life.
P.S. No, I am not thinking of suicide. Never. -
You worried me for a sec there lil Dx but I'm sorry I can't help, I'm sorry you're being treated this way, you know we'll always be here for you, especially me
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D: I wish I could do something that could make your life better, and make them treat you better... All I can say is sorry and I wish it could get better for you. Everyone is here for you..
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There are so many details I left out in this. But I'm not going to say them since a friend from real life will read it... and plus you guys will freak out.
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fb it to us. i won;t freak. trust me.
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I don't want to say them though :[ you guys will really start to worry and tell me stuff like 'get help' and even though I do I'm not comfortable telling someone it
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i wouldn't if you ask me not to, but it's your choice, i won't make you tell me, though i am a tad worried now.
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I've always wondered what it was like to be dead, but it would be really dumb of me to kill myself just for that.
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Exactly :/
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same as appa.
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I always wanted to know what the world would be like if I was never born...but lil, I care for you. GTQ cares for you. We want you to live.
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My mom says if you're thinking about killing yourself, do whatever you think you can't. If you are, run away first. Better then death.
Anyways, that's morbid, since you're not at that stage and never will be, never mind. I just wanted to put that out there.
And I agree with appa I feel the same way. -
To add to my last thing, I'm going to find out eventually right? *shrug*
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