I think of you guys as my surrogate family
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Thread Topic: I think of you guys as my surrogate family
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cause without you guys, i would probably be incredibly lonely because my family is falling apart.
for months, i haven't cried, i had many reason to cry, but i couldn't.
then one day i woke up early, couldn't sleep so i started reading, then i burst out crying cause the book i was reading reminded me of what was going on
i'm not exactly the most....'sane' person anymore. well the sane you knew anyways.
my mother is still sick. she got better but then she started getting worse.
we have financial problems and my dad gets pissed off all the time.
and my little brother's too f---ing naive and knows nothing.
my parents fight. a lot. i watch them fight. my mother rants about how s---ty her life is to me and she can't stop crying.
they fight IN FRONT OF ME. TELL ME THAT'S NOT GOOD FOR A CHILD'S MIND.
i even heard my dad tell my mother to go kill herself in a hospital.
WHY WOULD YOU TELL YOUR WIFE TO GO KILL HERSELF, KNOWING SHE'S SUICIDAL AND ON ANTI-DEPRESANTS?
my little brother and my older brother are the only ones with a clean bill of health.
i have heart problems. i have an irregular heartbeat and occasionally it stops and restarts again in a few seconds.
i'm doing everything i can to help out. i even took up a new 'hobby', i design and create one of a kind necklaces and sell them under 25 bucks.
i've set aside all of my goals and dreams to focus on s--- that makes me miserable.
i have 'imaginary friends' living in my head now, i wake up in the middle of the night cause i'm somewhat of an insomniac, i talk to them at that time or else i'd just sit there and cry silently in my room.
i'm not a crier. i barely cried as a child too. but lately it's been hard to hide my emotions, i've always hid everything away.
without you guys, my surrogate family, i would have found a way to shoot myself. -
D: Oh Tingy... *huggles* I wish I could be there for you, more than just behind a computer screen ;~; I'm sorry.
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if you'll excuse me, i'm going to go cry now
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Aww Tingy *tight huggles* You guys are truly important to me. It's helped me get through so much s--- to come here and be with you guys. I don't bloody care if we're all across the world because we all really are like a family.
I'm always here for you guys, and even if I can't run there and give you all real hugs and comfort, I want you to know that I care. -
Aww (*hugs*) Ting. Not sure if I'm considered 'family' but I still feel bad for you.
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*hugs* thanks guys :')
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awww *huggles*
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;~; *huggles*
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Carri,
What u just wrote really touched my heart.
It made me realise that I am not the only one with problems...heck..ur problems are very similar to mine...
My parents fight ALL the time...
I have three annoying siblings but my 1yr old brother is ok...hes just a kid.
I live in a fantasy world ALL THE TIME...it's really great there, u should come some time.
My friends in real life ignore me...except one, but she lives all the way in canada on the other side of the world.
A few months ago...I used to cry myself to sleep...I'm not lying...and I figured crying doesn't work.
You have to be strong...that's what I learned.
I will pray for you Ting...Don't worry...you know Every1 on gtq..those ppl who care for u are always by your side.
*Hugz*
LOTS OF LOVE AND CARE ,
Wooden Bridge -
Hope this makes u feel better! I really meant what I said...I can't let my friend down.
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carri! :,( *hugs!
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*hugs you all*
I have been strong. this has been going on for months. not once had i cried til a couple nights ago.
I never thought this would happen to me. -
*hugs emma* I hope so
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and emma is always right :D
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