Vent thread I'll probably forget about
Thread Topic: Vent thread I'll probably forget about
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Not this straight white Christian girl trying to prove that she can be hate crimed
Like honey, there's nothing to hate crime you for. You're not in the minority of anything. Shut the f--- up and calm the f--- down.
The fact that I'm still friends with this girl is f---ing nuts, the amount of s--- she said was baffling like girlie, it's ok to not say every f---ing thought that comes out of your head (says me, little miss thinking out loud xD) -
Holy f--- I didn't realize how much of tHoSe tHoUgHtS I had until my main coping mechanism got taken from me without any f---ing warning-
But on the bright side I got an early therapy session and I get to bail most of girls camp soooooo -
Also my mom felt bad for deleting Spotify since she thought she just disabled it, so we just binged Heartstopper all day sooooo :')
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Uhm anyways uhhhh
Girl if I had a dollar for every time my f---ing gender changed I'd be so rich-
Like it's not even my GENDER changing half the time it's just "Boy? Ew. I don't wanna be a boy today. I'm a non f---ing binary kid today b----" and then the next day I'm like "Nope I'm a boy today" and now today I'm like "I don't f---ing know what I am today all I know is that I really need to listen to Crush Culture and Birds of a Feather and I f---ing CANT"
Is that gender fluidity ??
Idfk man I just want to listen to music before I overthink myself to death lol -
literally me 5 months ago-
I just stopped researching genders bc I kept changing it and it's so weird-
maybe it makes you a demiboy or sum idk -
Lmaooo
Idk man lol
No because I am a demiboy my preference for pronouns just changes every other week or so lmfao xD -
fair enough lmfao i get that tho-
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Ik
Like ughhh just PICK A SIDE (/JKJK I could never-) -
I wish this girl would let me get her an online therapist
Like, I can afford it, and I know decent therapists that can help her. She just keeps refusing because 'what if my parents found out?' which is a valid question but like...
She needs help I don't know how to give.
And now the song Hayloft is in my head because the lyrics are a bit too true at the moment.
She won't even agree to stay at my house for a few days if it happens again, which is terrifying because that means she'd stay at her house.
I'd like it if nobody responds to this, please -
Just don't respond to any of my next posts lol
Ok but this makes my family seem like we're the most perfect family in the history of families, and like... We're not THAT bad of a family, but we got our own problems... -
When your mom tells you that you can't be gay at girls camp because 'it makes girls feel like they're being excluded'
Mom, I know exactly which girl you're talking about. It's the same girl who yelled at me about how 'unapproachable' I am because I made the "But it's priiiiide moooonth' joke. It's the same girl who told me she got hate crimed once for being a Christian and then yelled at me for having a pride sticker. I don't give two flying s---s how she feels about me being gay. She doesn't have to like me. Nobody does. To quote Kurt Cobain (yes I listen to Nirvana lmfao) "I would rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not" (may not be the right wording, but the message is the same lmao)
On a happier note:
When the girls in Young Womens start making a rumor that you and the homophobic girl are dating xD -
And the Young Women leaders are pressuring me to tell them both who in the young womens is gay so they can arrange the tents so that none of us are able to hang out because they're scared we'd sleep with each other or something which is absolute horses--- because last year we were all gay, we just never told the adults because we knew this is how they'd react. This year, I'm the ONLY OUT KID, and suddenly it's such a problem. Like, wtf?
I'm not going to out my own friends to an adult. I'm not putting my friends in unsafe situations just because you're worried I'll sleep with them (which I won't, I'm literally in a relationship you morons)
And literally nobody wants to go to this girls camp, and the teachers are saying it's because "Satan is convincing us" Like, no, it's because we have to drive 4 hours away from home, we're staying there for a week (unless you're meeeee, I'm staying for 3 days, maybe less) and you're treating us like we're animals. If Satan is convincing us to leave, he didn't have to try very hard because of how awful this sounds.
I'm not going to hide my gayness on priiiide moooonth either. I didn't spend 3 years in the church closet just to shove myself back in because a couple of adults said so. -
People can post now lol
Uhhhhh I was gonna sneak out with my friend and we were gonna meet up at the forest but I left early and now their on their way phhhht
In my defense it's not my fault they wanted to meet up when all the raccoons are out being... Deranged little trash pandas
Also there were trucks racing each other down the street from it and they freaked me out
This doesn't fit with the vent thread theme, but shhh -
This doesn't fully fit with the vent thread, but it's just a bit too dark to put in my normal thread lol
How come all my friends that have ever been in a mental hospital (that I know of) went on February
Like, specifically the beginning of February when I was in Florida
No joke, all of them.
Granted, idk if they all went to the SAME ONE (ik at least one of them didn't lol) but STILL
Like, ik seasonal depression is a thing, but Jesus Christ you guys all went on the SAME WEEK-
It's ok tho the friend group thinks it's the funniest s--- ever for literally no reason xD -
Note to self: your comfort book is Wings of Fire 13th, chapter 6 page 70. You know why. If you ever go somewhere you know you'll be uncomfortable (*cough* girls camp) read that chapter/ maaaaaaaybe the rest of the book because Sundew is too relatable and her and Willow are the cutest couple to ever couple and also it's just good writing lol
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