Vent thread I'll probably forget about
Thread Topic: Vent thread I'll probably forget about
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*if a cis straight person says the f slur lol
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Jesus f---ing Christ I hope their ok
Idek who I'm worrying about, but my friend just got really weird last night and then posted a weird playlist and now I'm panicking goddamn it-
I don't want anyone to respond to this. I'm probably just worrying about nothing. -
I figured out what's happening.
It's fine.
I mean it wasn't for a while, but it got resolved and they just didn't delete the playlist yet so I got worried for no reason, per usual lol -
I finally got to talk to my therapist about my extended family and how scary they are
Mostly about my dads side of the family because they're the ones I'm actually scared of
And she agrees with me on my plan to not come out to them until I get a car for an escape plan if absolutely necessary (because I'd rather be safe than sorry) and my plan on coming out on the family facebook so I can give them time to process the info before the next family gathering instead of just being like "SURPRISE! Sorry to bring this up so abruptly HAHA" so yeah -
Also she's so funny because she asked how my week was and I told her about Paris and how I broke the law because of the bathroom bill and she was like "dude, I have never been through more of a humanity rollercoaster until I realized they passed the law, checked the website, and then realized it crashed because of how many people posted the governors face. Holy s--- man."
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That’s good you got to see your therapist! Those plans are def smart, yeah. And I love how the site crashed tho the governor deserves it xD
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Yeah. Ik, my parents think it's kinda dumb though (they have good reasoning, like they think it's really f---ing obvious that I'm trans (which it is, they're not wrong) so I'm making a big deal out of nothing, which is probably true but yknow... They also just really hate thinking that I'm scared of some old people lol) Yeah lol it's great. I haven't checked up on the site in a bit tho because ew, but it was really glitchy when I went on it because of all the memes posted on it xD
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It’s definitely not dumb, I totally get why you’d be thinking about it. I mean if your parents didn’t suspect you were trans before you came out, then why would your extended family?
That’s good lmao, we love when ppl don’t take stupid laws srsly xD -
Yeah. I mean, they did suspect it, they just didn't realize I knew more about the topic than they did, and I did kinda come out all at once to them, so they were caught off guard a bit. They did suspect it tho, so like...
IK it's amazing -
Every time someone asks if I want to go out I go from thinking I'm bi to thinking I'm aro-ace
f--- I'm so nervous for literally no reason
Is this commitment issues?
Literally all he did was ask you out, stop overthinking
But if it ends bad it gets messy really fast-
God, hey we haven't talked in a while, but please give me an excuse to either not go out with this guy or not end up with him without it ending really badly, because ughhh
I can't even tell why I don't want to go out with this guy, like ik it's a bunch of little things but there's no way the main reason why I don't want to go out with him is because he's a few years older
Thank god I'm super busy this week so I can't go out with him even if I wanted to but like ugh -
Ik I'm not aro-ace tho, it's just something else going on. What it is idk for sure, but it's not me being aro-ace.
I also dunno if I want anyone responding to this so like... -
My cousin (the one that plays Ariel at Disneyworld) is trying out for another princess role, and one of the girls who's also trying out for that role (she's lesbian, which is kinda important to the story) is starting a rumor that she's homophobic, and she could get fired for that. Ik literally nobody cares, but here's my thoughts:
1. They work in FLORIDA, one of the most homophobic states. I get that Disney is in its own little rainbow bubble there, but this is weird that she could get fired for this rumor that literally nobody has been able to prove
2. She's literally the least homophobic person anybody could be without being gay themselves
3. Nobody who's taken theater classes for almost a DECADE turns out homophobic. Like, I get I'm mildly problematic being like "theater is gaaay" but... if you've taken theater for that long, you're probably at the very least an ally at that point -
Again, don't really want anyone to respond to this, just typing my thoughts so I don't end up keeping them in my brain
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Ugh I feel so sick
I'm not sick, I know that. All the anxiety just tensed up in my stomach and is making it feel like someone punched me -
My cousin is moving in a month
I just want this year to loop for some reason. I don't want to go to a new school, I don't want my cousins to move away, I just want everyone to freeze up and never grow up, including me.
My cousins are all moving to the east coast too, which is where I want to go so badly, and it feels like they're just growing up and abandoning me. I know they're not, my cousin just nailed an audition for DisneyWorld (which has happened to 2 of our cousins weirdly enough lol) and is gonna accept it, so it literally has nothing to do with me, I'm just being a selfish little 8 year old panicking about this.
Idk man, but her last dance performance made it all seem... real
And then I found my cousins (not the same one, her little sister) cover of Nightlight and now I'm losing my s--- on the next f---ing day
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