Everything
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Thread Topic: Everything
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I keep telling myself, but...
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I don't belong...
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And here we are again...
I tried to socialize, I reached out to every friend I could possibly think of, but in the end, I still ended up alone. They were either busy or ADHD got the better of them...
All my friends are neurodivergent, like me, so I understand, but, sometimes it's hard to step outside my own world and learn to better handle the behaviors of others when I just shut down completely... -
I've been trying everything I can just so I don't harm myself, but it's still happening...
And the thoughts of suicide, it's like they never go away...
And now it feels like a necessity...
It feels like I'm supposed to kill myself... -
I tried pretty much everything and nothing helped...
I'm not even able to get the proper care I need, so why can't I just kill myself?... -
I'm glad he's able to spend time with his family, but I'm in bitter pain almost every time he mentions he's doing something with his family. I would love to be able to have time and actually enjoy being with mine, but we just can't seem to build that sort of bond. I've tried so many times and it never works...
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I feel terrible to be bitter/jealous(?) over it, but the pain is so strong...
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I have to beg my siblings just to talk to me when I'm asking a question, but his siblings adore him...
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The way my family treats me, I've been longing to die...
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When I met Brandan, I felt like o found family, but ever since Mom died, I've just been feeling so distant and out of place... I don't feel like I belong...
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I feel like I'm in the way... And so many family traditions and such I'm not a part of, nor do I have a place in...
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I don't know how to cope with the pain... I just want to die...
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Today has been long and humiliating. I've been stood up in every possible aspect and I just want to fade out of existence. I feel so stupid...
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I can't even remember the last time I cried so hard...
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I feel urges again...
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