Everything
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Thread Topic: Everything
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I woke up thinking I could be positive, but as the day went on, anxiety, doubt, and guilt began to eat me up inside. I don't know where the unreasonable guilt comes from, but I can't take it anymore.
All day, I wanted to stab myself. I felt so tempted. Nothing helps anymore. I just want to be gone from this place. Sometimes I wonder why I haven't killed myself, yet, but then I realize I probably didn't because of guilt. Right now, it's hard to breathe. I don't know what to make of the void that is supposed to be support... It happens every time. I say I have someone's back, even if I'm uncomfortable and falling apart, but when I get to that point, where do they go?...
I still want to kill myself. The hotline doesn't do anything for me. I feel like I can't breathe... I want it all to be over but I'm still here being tormented... I feel like I'm punished even when I try to do what's right...
I'm so ready to give up my life. I never asked for it anyway... -
I have therapy, tomorrow. The first time in a while. If I can last the night, I'll do that, but at this point, I don't feel like it's worth it...
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Sometimes I feel bad that he chose me...
He deserves someone better... -
I might be trying to numb the pain with my new...hobby. Brandan was concerned about it, from what I sensed... but, just thinking about not having to worry about anything, having the money to do everything you want...
Most importantly, having the money to see him... -
There's nothing I desire more in this moment than to die. It feels more supportive than a hug. I just want to be released from this pain...
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I feel like I'm going to kill myself...
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I wonder if I'll ever be okay...
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I wonder what else was a lie, then...
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The bitter irony how "Vandalize" comes fto mind...
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I was hoping that you would tell me that you love me...
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I feel selfish, wanting your comfort so bad...
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I just need to hear certain things, right now...
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I just need to hear you say it...
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I want to feel you comfort me... I feel like it's been forever, and I don't like that...
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Things would be so much easier if we were married...
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