Safe Place
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Thread Topic: Safe Place
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reminder
15 - june 30 is the deadline
16 - june 30 is the deadline, preferably january
postponing and procrastinating is unacceptable -
get dem stats up gerner
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alr this is a little rant bc im confused
like so confused orientation-wise
i dont have any interest in having a relationship, though i can feel romantic attraction to ppl, just uncomfy with bringing it a step further bc i have a huge fear of commitments. i thought i was aromantic and straight for a while but tbh i dont rlly think so anymore
like, i thought i found only masculine ppl attractive (masculine girls, masculine dudes, etc. etc.) but then there's these times when i think on it and i find femboys and sometimes feminine girls attractive
i never stare at someone and go "oh they're cute/attractive" nor do i think a lot on it, leading me to believe that most of my life ive been aromantic, but then later im by myself and i start thinking and i realize i DO and CAN feel attractive its jus a lil weird
like its so hard to explain 😠its kind of like a list/scale for me, like i find sum things attractive and some things i dont
its so weird cuz i find femboys more attractive than masculine doods and masculine girls more attractive than feminine girls
but i dont even know. like im questioning sm rn but i dont wanna label myself. ik im not straight but ik im not gay, jus rlly confused
i shouldn't rlly be thinking hard about this stuff ngl i should jus go on with life -
feel attraction*** not attractive that was a typo :skull:
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this somehow made me realize i have never drawn a girl and genuinely do not know how 💀 should probs start practicing ngl
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drawing 2 things at once and my wrist hurts so f---ing bad 💀
wanted to try to draw an ogre and wanted to draw the cat beanie mans bc i f---ing love cat beanies and they're so goofy and fun to draw -
wrist hurts
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sad
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wishing i could become a better person
wishing i could get out and socialize to meet ppl but i cant since guardians wont let me out of homeschool. ive only been in homeschool for this year and public schools the rest of the way besides another year farther back -
just feel so alone. i cant do anything to change it either. we live in the country
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and by now it feels like the only company i have is myself
everyone pretty much forgot about me once i left public school which stings a bit. -
maybe ive just never been good enough
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i need someone in my life. idc if they’re a friend or an enemy, i just need someone to talk to and argue and joke around with 😞
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redemption arc ??
reconnecting and chatting with sum old friends via snapchat -
maybe things aren’t so bleak 🙂 i haven’t been forgotten entirely, plus ive been chatting with one of them for like 3 mins and they’ve already brought up hanging out rlly soon LMAO
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