Hansel
Thread Topic: Hansel
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At this point I feel fake. I haven't been treating him as a good friend should.
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Oh god my granny’s on the phone- one sec. Need to avoid her at ALL costs. 👌
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hey girlie, you alr? 💛
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Nope ! :,D 👌
Thanks for asking tho 💖 -
I know deep down in my heart and soul that’s that person and I do not like it one f---ing bit. I’m just gonna avoid them from here on out.
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I’m sorry to hear. If you ever need, you can slip into my DM’s on Quotev to vent. I’m willing to listen! ^^
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Buddie ya okay? D:
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It’s fine, everything’s all right, but thank you both so much. <3 that means the world to me. 💖💖💖💖
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*SCREAM*
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Nuh uh I ain’t changing the questions for s---. IF YOU USE THE PROTAGONISTS NAME IN THE QUESTION THEN THE PERSON WILL KNOW WHAT THE ANSWER IS-
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I’ve been crying for three hours straight and all of last night. That music meant the world to me.
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How dare she.
Of course she values him over me. -
*hugs* What's going on? Who do I have to beat with my fly swatter >:(
But seriously are you okay? Do you wanna talk abt what's going on or would you prefer not to? -
I am half fine half not right now. Thanks for checking in on me tho, Spice. What did I ever do to deserve a friend like you? :,) 💖 *huggles*
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Basically what happened is I have math on my computer. To do the math you gotta watch a YT video. So that unlocks YT.
So then I went and recorded a bunch of music so that when YT gets locked or if my computer itself gets locked, then I’ll have music to listen to.
A lot of it helps calm me down. But mostly, I listen to the music daily, for hours on end, I walk around in circles while imagining myself in a fictional world where I’m pretending I’m the s/o of a comfort character or the main character of that world. Cringe, I know, but I do it anyway. It helps me cope with a lot of things and is the healthiest coping method I have.
Anyway, long story short, my mom was putting more schoolwork on my computer. My brother broke his (and several of others and also one of mine a while back) so he uses my computer now. Lately, my mom’s been focusing on my brother a lot and trying to help with his ADHD. She never told HIM to “turn to the Bible” or “ask God for help” (I do believe in God, but sometimes I feel like turning to him won’t make the depression go away ✨just like that✨) but when I actually decided to tell her about my depression and how stressed out I’ve been she didn’t do s--- to help me. She assured me that she would find a way to help me, but then does nothing but tells me to turn to God and read my Bible. However, she’ll offer my brother a therapist and all the s--- but never me. I know this sounds insensitive since he has ADHD and I don’t, but it really pisses me off. It makes me feel the same as the time when my mom would tutor students and by the end of the day, all her patience would be worn thin and me and my brother would get the scraps of her time and attention.
Anyhow, side rant over. She was putting schoolwork on my computer and then pulled out a hard drive and started putting all my pictures (which are mostly quotes that lift my mood whenever I feel down) and then took away all the recordings of music I had on there. I doubt she knew what it was because if she did she would’ve been pissed since she only wants the family to listen to Christian music, so I went over and asked what the heck she was doing.
She said she was putting schoolwork up there, and I KNOW I overreacted, but I was paranoid because my one healthy coping method was in the file she was putting in the hard drive. So then I pointed at my brother who was next to her and asked if it was HIS work that she was putting up there. She looked a bit shocked and my brother said that yeah, it was some of his as well as mine. I asked what she was doing to my things, and my mom said that she was putting them on a hard drive so she could replace everything with schoolwork. If I wanted my things back, all I had to do was ask and she’d switch it out.
I know deep down within my f---ing soul it was a lie. She wouldn’t do that.
I didn’t say anything else and let her do her thing.
Meanwhile, I had become hysterical. I didn’t know whether I would lose all my music or not.
So when she had finished I checked my computer for the file with my music. It was gone and so was my healthiest coping method.
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