Fire in the Dark
Thread Topic: Fire in the Dark
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This hurts a lot. That knife looks so appetizing rn.....................
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*hugs* Hey buddie, what's going on?
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I see you watching me. I also see that shiny ass knife. I want that knife in my arm now! Tap it to me now.
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I just wanna die now. I just wanna die.
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Please kill me..............
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ahem n o
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Awake, I opened my eyes to see
A hospital, so white and clean
I was walking up to the roof, I think
Then can't recall at all a single thing
Held a hand for me, you were there
I know, but couldn't reach
The me that would fall down all the time
But stand and reach my hand to see
"Have you tried crossing over yet?"
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If I died, you would cry
And I don't know why
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
When I forget you
I'm all alone without a place to go
But then played a mirror like a show
The past I used to know
A dream, 'til I see every part of me
Eyes of red following and
I wanna live, wanna live
Deep inside I've always been
Reaching out for a hand, so don't let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then
Where you are when I'm dead
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Every time I forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not enough, not enough
Ah wanna die, wanna die
Wanna die, but I still couldn't die
With you by my side
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you're here to stay
Lalala lalala lalala lalala
And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day
Now I'm listening to this and crying. -
I can see it
I can feel it.
Just take me out
Don't let me live
Help me out of my hole
Help me away from the darkness
I'm blind
I'm deaf
I can't speak
I can't move
Help me.
I can't find my way
Through this world the way I am
I need you to help
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I did it. Now my side burns. Ugh........... It feels like a got scratched hundreds of times by a cat.
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I hate my life. My family won’t let me be on a computer right now. This sucks. So much.
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I was scratched today. I wanna plant a knife on my chest. Or my side.
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I know that you are not okay with me talking to you in your thread, but I am highly concerned. Are you ok and is there anyway I can help? Your posts the last few days I got to say have…. terrified and scared me! And if there is anyway I can help I would drop all I am carrying and come to help you right now for real. Again, I know you don’t want me in your thread, but can you plz at least tell me what is going on? I am crying!
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No. I screwed up and I hurt and I want to die still. I let my hands rip open and bleed.
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I don’t want to live anymore. But hey, I’m moving in with my mother. Maybe I’ll be happier there.
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How did you ‘screw up’?
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