My Special Place In Hell
- Locked by Carri04 on Mar 22, '22 11:17pmReason: :( Request
Thread Topic: My Special Place In Hell
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I’m really sorry that you feel like that. If it helps, I’m having some of those same feelings too. If you need to talk, we can do it privately or here.
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Thank you, but I don't think there's anything left to talk about regarding this nonsense. I'm just talking for the sake of getting it out, but I will never find the logic in any of this, or the solution.
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This is so upsetting. Why is it so hard for people to understand and respect that not everyone is feeling super chatty? It's overwhelming, sometimes.
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I told myself I would be happy today; nothing was going to bring me down...
Well, it's not daytime anymore, anyway. -
I need music. Something. I can't sit in silence. The thoughts are coming again. They're hurting me. I want to cry. The tears are burning my eyes.
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The things that happened were certainly some things to learn from that we could've done without, but I will never regret ever meeting you...
You have no idea how special you are to me, even after of that. But I don't know where you are in yourself, and if this would only hurt you more. -
I do fear rejection. It's all I've ever known. I fear offending you again. When you ended it, my feelings did not end. They only hid themselves within me(?)
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Because of our age gap, I felt that it wouldn't be appropriate with the age gap to address you any sooner.
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Something's wrong with me. I crave affcetion; I'm starving to be held and comforted. I feel so anxious.
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I'm crying in the bed in the dark for no good reason.
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I feel so broken. I'm not supposed to be this way.
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I'm defected and everyone avoids me because I'm out of place.
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My heat hurts, there are painful air bubbles trapped in my chest, my back hurts, and my leg is sore.
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I want to die alone where no one will ever see my shame.
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I'm starting to feel angry for some reason I do t even know. I just feel really angry, now.
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