My Special Place In Hell
- Locked by Carri04 on Mar 22, '22 11:17pmReason: :( Request
Thread Topic: My Special Place In Hell
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I'm defected! But you're so perfect, you say!
Then let me expose of myself if I'm so imperfect. -
After all, you're older and you know the TRUE meaning of the Bible and everything on the earth. It's not like you learned from the mouths of mortal men or anything.
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You were straight from God, born without the slightest defect, but when I ask you about you high blood pressure issue, you say it's because of stress. Is stress from God? If so, then that means depression is as well.
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This entire world is bulls---!
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f--- everything and everyone! I just want to be done with it all.
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People like her can suck ass.
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I can't do it. I see it. I feel it. I can most hear it.
It wasn't my fault.
I told you before, but you weren't listening.
And now you all hate me more. -
I feel so stupid.
I don't want to hear her voice.
Her voice.
I feel so dead.
Why am I here?
How long will you torment me?
What do you want from me?
You like seeing me like this.
I'm not begging for your mercy.
I hate myself.
Why should I trust you?
The world is my enemy.
I am my enemy.
Nothing makes sense.
I quit.
Stop hurting me.
Why can't you leave me alone?
I feel like I'm trapped in hell.
This is my life.
I never asked for this.
How much longer until I die?
Why does it matter if I go?
Nothing matters anymore.
What I do doesn't matter; I'll be in hell, anyway. -
I only want to share a kiss with someone before I die. That's all I want, now. To be truly loved and held by my lover, even once.
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I just want to go, now.
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This pain is unbearable--physically and emotionally.
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I almost want to laugh. Why is that?
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A laugh of sardonic acceptance.
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I feel anything but normal.
This is fine. -
If I don't hate my life, I have apathy towards it. I don't care what happens to it.
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