Atlas Falls
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Thread Topic: Atlas Falls
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I feel like my entire world is falling apart. Everyone I love only brings me heartache, and I have to cut ties with them, making me lonely.
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Why does my mom always have to make me feel stupid? She says stuff to question my judgment. It's just so hard to stand.
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I don't know why anyone would do this. I just don't understand. It makes me sad. My head hurts. I feel like a stupid little nobody.
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I've done so much to get this far. I was smart enough not to rake the streets after discharge. I got here all by myself. I'm alive. I found the safest way I could to navigate my darkest hours, and yet, in all this, I just don't understand any of what it takes to be an adult, and Mommy knows best, and I know nothing. My thinking is so faulty, somehow...
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All this and it only proves that I'm a failure--a lot sinner who should return home knowing that nothing will ever be the same between us.
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Safe word.
I feel like I'm drowning.
I don't want to be here.
I can barely speak. -
Hey, are you okay? Do you want to talk about it?
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I just don't want her to see me like this.
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I suppose we could talk.
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Alright. What's on your mind?
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I've been through so much in the past month. I went to the hospital to get help, I had to do things on my own, the whole time, I only had backlash from my family. I got sick, almost ended up with Covid, took a train ride to another state, and am trying to get to a point where I can test out of school and get a job. Nothing I do is enough for my parents, yet they still want me to talk to them, and I'm already having a rough time handling my loneliness and a run-in with someone from my past. I just feel like garbage.
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Who are you, if you don't mind me asking?
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I feel completely alone. I just don't want to to be here.
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Let me fade. Please. It hurts to be here.
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I can't even sleep.
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