Atlas Falls
- Locked due to inactivity on Apr 14, '22 3:54am
Thread Topic: Atlas Falls
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I wonder if Jaz is okay. She hasn't been here since Saturday, I think.
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She's probably alright, though.
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I wish I did have to be this way.
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I feel like everything I could do wrong I do it.
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Why do things from yesteryear still bother me?
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Everyone's on bed, so I'm sitting in the dark, now. Sad and sleepy but can't sleep.
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I can't honestly say I miss you. To this very day, you blame me leaving on demon possession and crap like that. Why can't you accept that people get depressed without being evil or whatever?
And my mom is trying to guilt-trip me on the phone, right now. I just want to kiss whenever I talk to her. -
She asked me if I wanted to talk to her, but all she did was f---ing b---- to me about how she misses me being at home. But, she reinforces that we'll never have a close relationship "like we did before."
I personally don't feel like we ever were close, one, and two: why the hell do you expect Mr to feel bad when you straight-up tell me we won't be like that again? Why should I bother if you've already decided that our relationship can never be normal and healthy like it was supposed to be? -
I'm such a mess. I feel so bad. Why can't I just have a good day?
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I feel so tempted, right now.
It's like she calls just to remind me that all her pain is my fault.
Well, I've lived with this pain for several years, so you can learn to live with yours. -
You know what? This wasn't a good to make a new thread. I keep making mistakes and an ad attached itself to my last picture. Maybe I should just stop.
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