i hope i was your favorite crime.
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Thread Topic: i hope i was your favorite crime.
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Hey I haven't spoken to you before but I just wanted to say that I can't feel what you're feeling right now but I am here if you ever need help. I have gone through similar things and all I can say is just think about the last good thing that happened to you and then imagine if you had committed suicide before that happened. Just think of all the things in life you wouldn't get to experience if you're dead because death doesn't go away. There's no restart button. I can't imagine how much hurt your experiencing right now but I do know that you are loved no matter what you might think.
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aw, thanks
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smth feels off
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like i feel rlly guilty and sad when someone fake cries
idk everything just feels dark -
Hey, is everything okay? I'm here if you'd like to talk <3
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thanks, but idrk whats wrong :')
like my sister was joking bc she dropped a bit of her food and started fake crying and i couldn't even fake smile
idk why
well i kinda do, but still
me and my sisters watched videos of us when we were younger, and we were monsters
like idk how my mom dealt with us
and i just felt guilty that my mom had to
and my family is just going through sm rn with covid stuff and the vaccine and stuff
and we're just bothering them and whining and stuff
and i'm scared that she's faking that shes happy and fine and stuff
i just want her to be happy, shes dealing with sm, and she needs to run my family on top of that i feel so obnoxious bc I'm moody and s--- -
Cringing at your past self is a sign of maturity, which means you've probably grown since then! I believe that you are a really nice person, Blizzard, and I'm sure that those who love you feel the same way 💛
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aw, thanks :')
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i've been needing to stop myself from c.tting all day :'(
bruh this day has sucked -
I wish I could just yoink all of your sad so you can be happy :(
I hope your day gets better 💛 -
thanks, it did :')
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today sucked
my school is so f---ing manipulative -
bro me and my family go to smth every Friday usually
and last time i went
i passed out
and I'm wearing the same clothes as then, and idrk wanna go again
and their like, "u coming?"
and I'm like, HELL NO -
dont u love coming bck to ur house and your friend are there
and the first thing you hear is
"you missed so much!" -
im so done. im so done.
the only thing keeping me and my family here and not moving to North Carolina is my old Grandfather
my aunt just f---ing called him, saying he should get a hotel down there and check it out bc they know we're going on vacation there for a week or two
bc my aunt and uncle also wanna move down there bc like, both of their kids are now in college, so they don't wanna keep living in the cold
im the only one who doesn't wanna move.
im FINNALLY making friends after like, 13 years of my life, I've gotten a good friend group, and since my younger sister doesn't have friends anymore, she brought this whole idea up.
i don't wanna move. im not.
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